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    music has always been your shelter from many things in life: loss, abandonment, sometimes even yourself. somewhere along the line, though, someone else alongside your music became that shelter, only for her to shatter it. you became the strongest version of yourself with her, she made you feel free probably for the first time in your life. but that was years ago. and now, despite a successful career, being paid for doing the thing you've always loved the most, despite her stabbing your heart right after healing it, something's still missing. but you moved on... or did you? And did Ellie, between sold out concerts and a career she made with her own hands from scratch, move on too?

    originally posted on tumblr: @letmebeurbaby

    © letmebeurbaby, 2026, please do not repost or copy on any other platform without my explicit consent

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