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1. am i who you think about in bed (when the lights are dim and your hands are shaking) by hatecrush

   Fandoms: But I'm a Cheerleader (1999), The Goldfinch - Donna Tartt, The Goldfinch (2019)  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   30 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Theodore Decker/Boris Pavlikovsky
   • Theodore Decker & Boris Pavlikovsky
   • Theodore Decker
   • Mary Brown (But I'm a Cheerleader)
   • Boris Pavlikovsky
   • Rock Brown
   • Summer Camp
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Crossover
   • Everyone Is Gay
   • Gay Theodore Decker
   • Gay Boris Pavlikovsky
   • Young Theodore Decker/Boris Pavlikovsky
   • Homosexuality
   • Author Is Not Religious
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added

   Summary

   in which theo decker gets sent to conversion camp (p.s. he doesnt like it)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,137

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

   21

   Kudos:

   30

   Bookmarks:

   5

   Hits:

   234