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1. Following the Map That Leads to You (I Am Who I’m Meant to Be) by nachtwaechterin for Drakonia (the_writing_merlin)

   Fandoms: Vampires SMP  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   02 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • AvidMC/Scott Major | Smajor1995
   • AvidMC (Video Blogging RPF) & Elle | AvidMC's Partner (Vampires SMP)
   • Elle | AvidMC's Partner (Vampires SMP) & Oakhurst Townsfolk (Vampires SMP)
   • Elle | AvidMC's Partner (Vampires SMP) & Scott Major | Smajor1995
   • AvidMC (Video Blogging RPF) & Elle | AvidMC's Partner (Vampires SMP) & Legundo (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Elle | AvidMC's Partner (Vampires SMP)/Shelby Grace | Shubble/InfiniteDrift
   • AvidMC (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Elle | AvidMC's Partner (Vampires SMP)
   • Scott Major | Smajor1995
   • Oakhurst Townsfolk (Vampires SMP)
   • InfiniteDrift (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Shelby Grace | Shubble
   • Legundo (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Time Travel Fix-It
   • Post-Vampires SMP: Episode 8
   • Temporary Character Death
   • it avid
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Trans Male AvidMC (Video Blogging RPF)
   • AvidMC and Elle | AvidMC's Partner (Vampires SMP) are Siblings
   • Demon Elle | AvidMC's Partner (Vampires SMP)
   • Elle | AvidMC's Partner Lives (Vampires SMP)
   • Species Dysphoria
   • avid just wants to be a vampire again
   • Owen | OwengeJuiceTV Dies
   • Jack | Pyroscythe Dies
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • idiots to lovers
   • Protective Elle | AvidMC's Partner
   • Protective Scott Major | Smajor1995
   • unsafe chest binding
   • depictions of violence
   • Panic Attacks
   • scott doesnt make an appearance till ch3 (ch4 from ao3s count bc theres a prologue)
   • Sexual Tension
   • Elle is ready to kill a bitch
   • Getting Together
   • Literal Sleeping Together
   • Vampires
   • AvidMC goes nonverbal when overwhelmed
   • Out of Character AvidMC (Video Blogging RPF)
   • But theres a reason
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD

   Summary

   He would do anything to turn back time. To be back with them again. With Shelby and Drift and Scott. To tell them how much they meant to him, to tell Scott—even if there was no way he felt the same. Even though he acted like an idiot, trying to impress him, only to get himself killed in the process.

   “Anything, hm?” the voice asked, and Avid perked up. Well, he didn’t have a body wherever this was, but it felt like it, anyway.

   OR:

   After Avid's death, he is granted another chance.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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