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1. to the tempo of your uptight (he flickers through your damage) by barnes_romzanov

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   29 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Irina Rozanova
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • he doesn’t know that in so many words but everyone knows somethings Off
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Miscommunication
   • Self-Hatred
   • communication combo from hell
   • it’s a slavic man and an autistic man
   • No Character Bashing
   • shane’s not an idiot he’s just a victim of
   • Toxic Masculinity
   • that boy has 4 million thoughts for every 1 sentence he speaks
   • Protective Shane Hollander
   • that’s his baby
   • Shane Hollander Has an Eating Disorder
   • Established Relationship
   • Shane Hollander Whump
   • Suicidal Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   It didn’t really click for Shane until his boyfriend nearly broke down their steel-inforced bathroom door to get to him; Something Is Wrong With Ilya.

   or: Ilya goes off the deep end. Shane doesn’t realize he’s already down there with him.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call

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   English

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