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Leonard had never seen so many people in one place before.
The main gate of Tracen Academy stretched wide enough to fit three of her old school's buildings side by side, and the crowd of students flowing through it moved with the practiced ease of a river around stones. Umamusume everywhere—chatting in clusters, jogging past in training gear, some already in their racing silks despite it being barely past breakfast. The morning sun caught on ear tufts and tails, a sea of colors that made Leonard acutely aware of her own dull gray coat.
She stood at the edge of the flow, duffel bag in one hand and a manila folder of documents in the other, and tried to remember where the administration building was supposed to be. The campus map they'd sent her made sense on paper, but standing here in the actual space, everything looked different. Bigger. More complicated.
"You gonna stand there all day?" Torrent's voice came from somewhere around her elbow. "Blocking traffic."
Leonard looked down. Torrent had somehow materialized beside her, white hair falling into her eyes as usual, a plastic bag of what was probably dried sunflower seeds clutched in one hand. Her friend—her only friend, really—was chewing methodically, studying the crowd with the same expression she used when planning a parkour route.
"I'm not blocking anything," Leonard said. "There's plenty of room."
"Not what I meant." Torrent popped another seed into her mouth. "You're doing the thing."
"What thing?"
"The statue thing. Where you stand still and hope nobody notices you." Torrent tilted her head, squinting up at Leonard through her bangs. "Doesn't work when you're tallest person here."
Leonard's ears flattened involuntarily. It was true—she'd already noticed the glances, the double-takes from passing students. At her height, at the angles of her shoulders that her uniform couldn't quite hide.
A trio of Umamusume walked past, their conversation briefly audible: "—transfer students, probably—" "—so tall—" "—think she's a sprinter?"
Leonard clutched the manila folder tighter.
"Come on." Torrent was already moving, weaving through the crowd with the unconscious grace of someone who'd spent her childhood navigating mountain paths. "Building's that way. Saw the sign."
Leonard followed, keeping her friend's white head in sight. The folder felt heavy in her hands. Medical clearance forms, transfer documentation, proof of enrollment—everything she needed to officially become a student. Everything that proved she was healthy enough to be here, even if some mornings she still woke up and wasn't entirely sure that was true.
But Radahn wasn't here to question it. Nobody was.
The administrative building was all glass and clean lines, mercifully quieter than the chaos outside. The entrance hall had polished floors that reflected the morning light and a reception desk staffed by a tired-looking human woman. Leonard approached, already reaching for the folder.
"Excuse me, I'm a transfer student and I need to—"
The receptionist looked up from her computer screen with the practiced patience of someone who had processed a thousand identical requests. Her eyes traveled upward—farther upward than they clearly expected to go—before settling on Leonard's face.
"Transfer student," the woman repeated, tone neutral. "Name?"
"Leonard." A pause. "Just... Leonard."
The receptionist's fingers moved across her keyboard with mechanical efficiency. Click, click, pause. Click. "Right. I have your file here. Medical clearance, enrollment confirmation, housing assignment..." She glanced up again, this time her gaze lingering on the hollow of Leonard's cheeks, the way her uniform hung loose at the shoulders despite being tailored to her measurements. "You're cleared to train?"
Something in Leonard's chest tightened. "Yes. It's all in the—"
"I can see the forms." The woman's expression hadn't changed, but her tone had softened fractionally. "I'm asking you."
Behind Leonard, Torrent had found a bench and was systematically working through her bag of seeds, apparently content to let this conversation unfold without her. The quiet crunch-crunch-crunch was oddly grounding.
"I'm cleared," Leonard said again, more firmly this time. The words felt like a script she'd rehearsed too many times. "Three months recovery, physical therapy, graduated progression. My doctor signed off."
The receptionist held her gaze for another moment, then nodded and returned to her screen. "Your housing assignment is in the West Dorm, third floor. Room 304. Your roommate should already be moved in—Kaiden Mercenary, second year." More clicking. "Training schedule won't be finalized until you meet with your new trainer, but you're expected to attend the general orientation for transfers tomorrow at nine AM in the main gymnasium."
She slid a slim folder across the desk—campus ID, room key, information packets. The photo on Leonard's ID must have been from her application months ago; the girl in the picture looked even more washed out than Leonard felt now, hair the color of rust water, eyes too large for her face.
"Welcome to Tracen Academy," the receptionist said, already looking past Leonard to the next student in line. "Next!"
The dorm room was small but functional: two beds, two desks, two wardrobes, a shared bathroom visible through a half-open door. One side was clearly occupied—posters on the wall, textbooks stacked with surprising neatness, a jacket hanging from the desk chair that looked like it belonged to someone twice Leonard's size. The other side was barren, waiting.
Torrent had insisted on coming up, though her own room was in the opposite side of campus. She was currently ignoring the furniture entirely, having discovered that the window opened wide enough for her to lean out and study the building's exterior.
"Could climb this," she announced, half her body outside, her tail flicking with interest. "Brick's got good grip. Drainage pipe on the north side."
"Please don't climb the dorm." Leonard set her duffel on the empty bed, which creaked under even that modest weight. Everything she owned was in that bag. It hadn't seemed like so little until she'd seen how the other students moved in—families with cars, multiple suitcases, boxes of belongings.
"Not gonna." Torrent pulled herself back inside, leaving the window open. The spring air that drifted in was warm, carrying sounds from the training grounds—distant voices, the rhythmic thud of shoes on dirt. "Just noting it. For later."
"For later what?"
"In case." Torrent shrugged, flopping onto Leonard's bed with the casual disregard for personal space that had characterized their entire friendship. "You get locked out or something. Emergency exit route."
Leonard didn't point out that the door had a perfectly functional handle. She'd learned that Torrent's brain worked in loops and tangents that made perfect sense if you didn't try to force them into straight lines. Instead, she unzipped the duffel and started unpacking.
Clothes—not many, and most of them worn soft with age. Toiletries. A pair of running shoes that had seen better days, the soles worn unevenly from the way she favored her left leg during recovery. A framed photo, small enough to fit in her palm: Leonard at fourteen, standing between her parents outside their old house, all three of them squinting into the sun. She looked so young in that photo. Healthy. Her hair had been brighter then.
She set it on the desk, angled slightly away.
"You gonna be okay?" Torrent had rolled onto her side, watching Leonard with those pale eyes that never seemed to blink often enough. "Here, I mean. Without—" She made a vague gesture that somehow encompassed everything: the injury, the hospital, the months of uncertainty, the trainer whose name Leonard hadn't spoken aloud in weeks.
"I have to be." Leonard smoothed her hands over a folded shirt, not looking at Torrent. "There's nowhere else to go back to."
The truth of it sat heavy in the room. Radahn had called it temporary—the training intensity, the schedules that bled into each other, the way he'd kept pushing even when Leonard's body started giving her warnings she didn't yet know how to read. Temporary, until she was strong enough to handle it. Until she was good enough.
Until she collapsed during a routine training run and woke up in a hospital with stress fractures in both legs and a doctor telling her she was lucky it wasn't worse.
He'd visited exactly once. Had stood at the foot of her hospital bed with his arms crossed, jaw tight, and told her he was pulling his training contract. For her own good, he'd said. She needed to recover properly, find a more suitable program, someone who could work with her specific needs.
He'd meant: someone who could fix what he'd broken.
"Hey." Torrent's voice was quieter now. "Serious. You gonna be okay?"
Leonard turned. Her friend was still sprawled on the bed, but her expression had shifted into something more focused, more present. Torrent's version of concern—direct, unadorned, impossible to deflect.
"I don't know," Leonard admitted. "But I'm going to try."
The door opened without warning.
Both of them turned. The girl—woman, really—who entered was not particularly tall, somewhere between Leonard and Torrent's heights, but she carried herself with a physical presence that seemed to expand beyond her actual dimensions. Her jacket was leather and covered in patches that looked hand-sewn, her jeans ripped not fashionably but practically, and her hair was pulled back in a messy ponytail that revealed ear tufts the color of charcoal. Small reading glasses perched on her nose, slightly crooked.
She stopped when she saw them, taking in the scene with a single sweep of her eyes: Torrent on the bed, Leonard standing beside her half-unpacked duffel, both of them frozen mid-conversation.
"Roommate," the newcomer said. Not a question.
"Leonard," Leonard managed. "Are you—"
"Kaiden." She stepped fully into the room, closing the door behind her with one foot. Up close, Leonard could see the scars—small ones, mostly, the kind you got from outdoor training and rough sparring. Kaiden's gaze moved over Leonard's face with the casual assessment of someone used to sizing up competitors, but there was nothing cruel in it. Just observation. "You're one of the transfers."
"Yeah." Leonard tried not to shift under the scrutiny. "Me and Torrent both."
Kaiden's attention switched to Torrent, who had sat up and was studying her with that unblinking intensity she usually reserved for climbing routes or particularly interesting rocks.
"You look scary," Torrent announced. "But you alphabetized your books."
Kaiden glanced at her shelf, then at Torrent. Something that might have been amusement flickered across her face. "Scary's useful. Keeps idiots from bothering you." She dumped her own bag—significantly more battered than Leonard's—onto her desk and started rummaging through it. "Alphabetizing's just practical."
"Makes sense." Torrent nodded sagely, as if this confirmed some private theory. Then, to Leonard: "I like her."
Leonard felt the absurd urge to laugh. The tension in her chest hadn't disappeared, but it had shifted into something more manageable. Kaiden had gone back to her side of the room, apparently considering the introduction complete, and was now reviewing what looked like a training schedule pinned to her wall.
"You eat yet?" Kaiden asked without turning around.
"What?"
"Breakfast. You eat." Kaiden tapped the schedule with one finger, then finally looked back at Leonard. "You're gonna need to. Orientation tomorrow starts early, and they run you through mock drills. Can't do that on empty."
Leonard thought about the protein shake she'd choked down in the train station before catching her connection to the academy. "I had something earlier."
Kaiden's expression suggested she found this answer insufficient. "Cafeteria's open until eight. I'm going in twenty. You should come."
It wasn't quite an order, but it wasn't quite a suggestion either. Leonard glanced at Torrent, who had returned to her seeds, apparently unconcerned with the conversation now that she'd rendered her verdict on Kaiden's character.
"I should finish unpacking—"
"Unpacking takes ten minutes. You've got one bag." Kaiden pulled her glasses off, cleaned them on her shirt, put them back on. "Look, new transfers who skip meals don't make it past first semester. Up to you."
A pause. Leonard looked at her duffel bag, at the remaining clothes that needed to be put away, at the empty desk that was supposed to become hers. Then she looked at Kaiden, who was watching her with an expression of infinite patience, as if she had all the time in the world to wait for Leonard to make a decision.
"Twenty minutes," Leonard said finally.
Kaiden nodded. "Good. I'll knock."
The cafeteria was chaos incarnate.
Long tables stretched across a space that could have easily housed a small aircraft, filled with students in various states of training attire and exhaustion. The serving lines moved with surprising efficiency despite the crowds, and the air smelled like rice and grilled fish and something sweet Leonard couldn't quite identify. Every surface seemed to reflect sound, turning normal conversation into a constant roar of overlapping voices.
Leonard followed Kaiden through the maze of tables, acutely aware of the space she took up, the way other students had to shift slightly to let her pass. Torrent had declined to join them—"already ate," she'd said, though Leonard suspected she just preferred to avoid crowds when possible—so it was just the two of them navigating the dinner rush.
Kaiden moved like someone who'd walked this route a thousand times, her path through the chaos somehow always finding the gaps. She loaded her tray with mechanical efficiency: rice, two portions of grilled mackerel, vegetables, miso soup, a small plate of pickles. Then she waited, arms crossed, while Leonard stared at the options.
"You allergic to anything?" Kaiden asked.
"No."
"Good. Get the mackerel. Rice. Vegetables." A pause. "More vegetables than that."
Leonard added another scoop of steamed broccoli to her plate, feeling like a child being supervised. Kaiden's tone wasn't condescending—just matter-of-fact, the same way she might tell someone which path to take or what time practice started.
They found seats at the end of a long table, far enough from the main crush of students to hear themselves think. Leonard sat carefully, trying to ignore the way the bench creaked under her weight, the way her knees knocked against the table's underside.
Kaiden was already eating, methodical and focused. Leonard picked up her chopsticks.
The fish was good—better than good, honestly, seasoned perfectly and still hot from the grill. Leonard took a bite, then another, and realized with some surprise that she was actually hungry. Not the hollow, gnawing emptiness she'd gotten used to during her previous training, but real appetite. Her body asking for fuel.
"So," Kaiden said around a mouthful of rice, "what's your specialty?"
"Distance," Leonard answered automatically. "Middle distance, mostly. Eighteen hundred meters, sometimes twenty-four hundred."
Kaiden nodded like this made perfect sense. "Explains the build. You're all leg." She gestured with her chopsticks. "I'm sprints. One thousand meters, sometimes one thousand four hundred if they're desperate."
The words were casual, easy. Leonard found herself relaxing fractionally, shoulders dropping from where they'd been creeping toward her ears. This was just a normal conversation. No interrogation about her history, no probing questions about why she'd transferred or where she'd come from.
A burst of laughter erupted from a nearby table. Leonard glanced over and saw a cluster of students in matching track suits—clearly a team, camaraderie obvious in the way they leaned into each other's space, stealing food from each other's plates. One of them, a girl with long black hair, was gesticulating softly while the others listened with rapt attention.
"That's Manhattan Cafe," Kaiden said, following Leonard's gaze. "Long distance runner. Pretty good, actually. Ran with her a few times." She tilted her head slightly. "The one with the brown hair next to her is Daiwa Scarlet. Middle distances. She’s always like that."
Leonard watched them for another moment—the easy familiarity, the way they existed together without apparent effort. Something in her chest twisted, though she couldn't have named whether it was longing or apprehension.
"What about you? Any old friends?" Leonard asked, partly to change the subject. "Do you still keep in touch?"
Kaiden shrugged, chasing a grain of rice around her plate. "Some of them. It was a good program, good structure. Just graduated out, moved on. That's how it works."
Her tone was matter-of-fact, without the weight of complicated history. Leonard envied that simplicity.
"You know anyone else here?" Kaiden asked. "Besides mountain girl."
"Torrent," Leonard corrected automatically. "And no. We both transferred in together, but she's..." How to explain Torrent? "She doesn't really do the team thing. Prefers solo training."
"Makes sense. Girl looks feral." Kaiden said it with something that might have been approval. "Probably better that way. Teams get complicated."
They ate in silence for a while. Leonard was surprised to find her plate nearly empty, the food settling warm and solid in her stomach. When was the last time she'd eaten a full meal without it being timed, without the pressure of a training session looming immediately after?
"You'll meet the rest tomorrow," Kaiden said eventually, pushing her empty tray aside. "At orientation. Fair warning: Tracen's got a reputation for attracting weird ones. Not bad weird, just... weird."
"Weird how?"
"You'll see." Kaiden stood, collecting her tray. Then, almost as an afterthought: "Oh, and Leonard? You’ll get better soon. Give it a month of actual meals and sleep. I've seen it happen before."
She walked away before Leonard could respond, leaving her sitting alone at the end of the long table with an empty plate and a strange, fragile feeling in her chest that might have been hope.
The walk back to the dorm felt longer than it should have. The campus at dusk was different from morning—quieter, the training grounds mostly empty, the last light catching on windows and turning them to gold. Leonard's legs ached, a familiar sensation but gentler now, the kind of tired that came from walking rather than running herself into the ground.
A pair of students jogged past, their steps synchronized, breathing steady. One of them—shorter, with a determined expression—called out something encouraging to her partner. They disappeared around a corner, laughter trailing behind them.
Leonard climbed the stairs to the third floor slowly, hand on the railing more for the comfort of contact than any actual need for support. The hallway was quiet, most doors closed, soft music filtering out from one room, the sound of a video call from another.
Room 304 was dark when she returned. Kaiden's side was empty, desk light off, though Leonard could hear water running in the bathroom—shower, probably. She closed the door quietly and stood in the slice of hallway light, looking at her half of the room.
Her duffel was still on the bed, mostly unpacked now. Her few clothes hung in the wardrobe, looking sparse against all that empty space. The framed photo sat on her desk. Her running shoes were lined up beneath the bed frame, waiting.
Leonard sat on the edge of the mattress, feeling the springs adjust beneath her weight. Through the window—still open from Torrent's earlier assessment—she could hear the distant sounds of the campus settling into evening. Voices, footsteps, the rhythmic thud of someone doing drills on one of the practice tracks.
The bathroom door opened. Kaiden emerged in sleep clothes—an oversized t-shirt and shorts—her hair down now and still damp, glasses absent. She looked smaller without all her clothing, younger, though her movements still carried that same self-assured efficiency.
"Lights out in ten," she said, toweling her hair. "We've got early morning."
"Okay." Leonard stood, gathering her own bathroom things. "Hey, Kaiden?"
Her roommate paused, looked back.
"Thanks. For—" Leonard gestured vaguely, encompassing the cafeteria, the advice about eating, the casual acceptance. "For dinner."
Kaiden studied her for a moment, shrugging. "Sure. Just don't make me carry you back from orientation because you passed out from low blood sugar. I've got my own drills to worry about."
But there was something in her tone that took the edge off the words, something that might have been the beginning of actual friendliness.
Leonard showered quickly, letting the hot water work at the persistent knots in her shoulders, the tightness in her legs. The mirror was fogged when she emerged, which meant she didn't have to look at herself too closely—the angles of her collarbone, the shadows under her eyes, all the visible evidence of the last year.
When she came back to the room, Kaiden was already in bed, facing the wall, her breathing evening out into the rhythm of approaching sleep. Leonard climbed into her own bed, feeling the unfamiliar mattress beneath her, the weight of unfamiliar blankets. The pillow smelled like generic detergent.
Leonard closed her eyes. Sleep didn't come immediately, but it came eventually, pulling her down into dreams of running—the kind of running that felt like flying, where her body remembered what it was supposed to do and did it without pain.
Darkness, quiet, rest.
A smile, known only to her.