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1. underneath by Lazytrestia (Felicias)

   Fandoms: Men's Football RPF  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   07 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Jamal Musiala/Florian Wirtz
   • Jamal Musiala
   • Florian Wirtz
   • mentions or short appearances of other characters
   • Heart-to-Heart
   • Slow Burn
   • i guess
   • as slowburnish as it can get with limited word count
   • Pining
   • Shame
   • emotional suppression
   • Wet Dream
   • Injury
   • Injury Recovery
   • Coming of Age
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Angst
   • Insecurity
   • Tension
   • Sexual Tension
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • POV Third Person
   • Anger
   • Conflict
   • timeline: summer/autumn 2025 to world cup 2026
   • hints of the following:
   • Derealization
   • Mental Health Issues
   • seeking out behavior that might harm you
   • or others oops
   • Pain
   • Physical Pain
   • Bruises
   • the tags seem heavy but tbh it's not explicit okay

   Summary

   So. Florian opens his mouth to say something except he doesn't really know what to say. Just that there's something to get out – the acid in the back of your throat when you're about to throw up.

   He keeps swimming.
   -
   Florian loses track of things. Jamal helps in some aspects, and makes it worse in others.

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   English

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