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The mountain did not want to receive him.
Dark Cacao Cookie knew it because the wind cut like a blade, because the snow erased his footprints barely three steps after he left them, because the twisted trees lining the path leaned away from him as if his presence were a wound in the landscape.
It did not matter.
He had walked for three days. He had left behind the valley where the dragons fought, where he had stood between the White and the Black with a sword he barely knew how to wield and a certainty he did not fully understand. He had separated them. He had defeated them. He had earned the right to call himself their mediator, their peacemaker, their executioner if necessary.
But when the beasts’ wings vanished beyond the horizon and the dust settled, Dark Cacao remained alone atop the hill, staring at his frost-stained hands, wondering what came next.
The answer, it seemed, was this: to climb a mountain that did not want him, toward a pagoda no one visited, to face a Beast no one had managed to save.
He did not know why he was doing it.
That, he thought, was probably the problem.
The air grew thinner as he ascended. It was not oxygen that was lacking—Cookies did not breathe like the mortals of old tales—it was something else. A heaviness. A resistance. As if the mountain itself were tired, and that fatigue seeped into his sugar bones.
Flour, a voice in his head corrected. Everything returns to flour.
Whose voice was that? He did not know. But the echo chilled the back of his neck, and for the first time in three days, Dark Cacao hesitated.
He was not a warrior. He was not a king. He was just a Cookie who had killed dragons because someone had to, and because when others ran, he had always been the last to turn away. That was not bravery. It was stubbornness. An inability to recognize when a battle was lost.
If the Beast of Apathy wanted to fight, he would fight. If she wanted to kill him, she would kill him. And if she wanted—
He did not know what else she could want.
He kept walking.
The Ivory Pagoda was not white.
That was the first thing Dark Cacao noticed when, after hours that felt like days, he finally reached the summit.
The guides he had consulted—old scrolls from the clan library, accounts from travelers who never returned—described a temple of immaculate purity, a beacon of light at the top of the world. But what stood before him was something else.
The ivory was cracked. The columns, once upright, leaned sideways like trees after a storm. Dust—flour, always flour—covered every surface in a thick, dead layer that muffled his steps and silenced the world entirely.
There was no sound. No wind. No birds or beasts or the crunch of snow beneath his boots.
Only silence.
And at the center of it all, her back to the entrance, kneeling before an empty altar, was her.
Dark Cacao did not know how he recognized her. He had never seen a portrait, never heard a description that was not “the Beast of Apathy,” “the one who turns everything to dust,” “the fallen one.” But when his eyes settled on that unmoving figure, he knew, with a certainty he could not explain, that he stood before Mystic Flour Cookie.
His sword was half-drawn when she spoke.
— I will not fight you.
Her voice was flat. Not sad, not angry, not resigned. Flat. Like a sheet of paper laid on a table. Like the surface of a lake no one had disturbed in centuries.
Dark Cacao did not sheath the sword. But neither did he draw it fully.
— Why not?
She did not turn to look at him. Her back remained straight, her hands resting on her thighs in a posture that could have been meditation or could have been catatonia.
— There is no purpose, she said. To fight, not to fight. To live, to die. Everything returns to flour in the end. Why hasten the process?
Something stirred in Dark Cacao’s chest. It was not anger. It was not compassion. It was… frustration?
— So you’re going to stay there? he asked. Kneeling, waiting for time to erase you?
Silence.
— It is not waiting, she replied at last. It is acceptance.
Dark Cacao sheathed the sword.
Not because he trusted her. Not because he had decided to forgive the centuries of destruction her name carried. He did it because holding a weapon before someone who would not even raise her gaze felt like kicking a wounded animal.
And he was not that kind of Cookie.
Or at least, he did not want to be.
The pagoda had no benches, no chairs, no surface designed for rest. Everything in its architecture was meant for vertical contemplation, for the upright posture of a supplicant before a deity. But the deity had fallen, and the supplicants had left, and all that remained was dust and silence.
Dark Cacao sat on the floor.
There was nothing ceremonial in the movement. He simply bent his knees, leaned his back against a cracked column, and let the weight of three days of walking sink him into the cold marble. Flour swirled around him like dirty snow.
Mystic Flour Cookie did not move. She gave no sign of noticing his presence, his decision to stay, his silent declaration that, for some absurd reason, he was not going to leave.
Minutes passed. Or perhaps hours. Time behaved strangely there, stretching and contracting like warm caramel.
Dark Cacao looked at his hands. He turned them, studying the lines of his own dough, the calluses formed by years of gripping the sword that now rested at his side. There was dried blood on his knuckles. He did not know whose it was.
— I mediated between two dragons, he said, not addressing anyone in particular. The White and the Black. They had been fighting for centuries, destroying everything in their path. No one could stop them.
Silence.
— I don’t know how I did it. I just… stood between them. And told them that if they wanted to kill each other, they would have to go through me first.
Her back did not move. But something in the air shifted. An attention, barely perceptible, like the first hint that someone is listening.
— They didn’t, he continued. They left. And everyone looked at me as if I had done something extraordinary. As if I were a hero.
He paused.
— But it wasn’t me. They were just… tired. Of fighting. Of existing. Of everything.
Silence. Then, a flat voice:
— Perhaps you saw in them what others could not.
Dark Cacao looked up. Mystic Flour Cookie was still facing away, but her head had tilted slightly to the side. One degree. Perhaps two.
— What?
— The desire for it to end.
The sentence hung in the air like a drop of water about to fall.
Dark Cacao did not know how to respond. Not because he did not understand—he understood too well—but because the words lodged in his throat, heavy as stones.
— How long were you there? he asked at last.
She did not ask what he meant. She did not need to.
— I do not know. Time inside the tree does not flow as it does outside. Sometimes it was days. Sometimes centuries. Sometimes only a single infinite second, repeating over and over.
— And when you came out?
— I came out.
Nothing more. No complaint, no lament. Only the statement of a fact: she had been imprisoned, now she was not. One thing replaced the other. There were no further layers to examine.
Dark Cacao clenched his jaw.
— That is not living, he said.
— No, she replied, and for the first time there was something in her voice. Not emotion, not exactly. But recognition. As if he had pointed out something obvious she had been deliberately ignoring. It is not living. But it is not dying either. It is simply… being.
— And that is enough for you?
Silence.
— I do not know, she said. No one ever asked me what I wanted.
The confession was so small, so simple, that Dark Cacao almost missed it. But once he heard it, he could not stop hearing the echo it left behind.
No one ever asked me what I wanted.
How many times had he thought the same? How many nights had he lain awake, staring at the ceiling of his tent, wondering whether he had chosen this path or whether the path had chosen him?
To mediate between dragons. To defeat monsters. To protect those who could not protect themselves. All noble causes, all what was expected of him. But when he was alone, when the dust of battle settled and silence wrapped around him, one question drifted through his mind:
What comes after?
He never had an answer.
— Me neither, he said.
He did not know why he said it. It was not a confession he had planned to make, not even one he had recognized as true until the words left his mouth. But once spoken, he could not take them back.
— No one asked me, he continued, his voice rougher than intended. They just… assumed. That I wanted to fight. That I wanted to protect. That I wanted to be the hero.
— And isn’t that so? she asked. You came here. Alone. To face a Beast. That is what heroes do.
— I don’t know what heroes do, Dark Cacao straightened slightly against the column. I only know what I do. And most of the time, I don’t even understand that.
Silence.
— Then, she said, we are the same.
Dark Cacao did not respond. But he did not deny it either.
The sun—if that pale light filtering through the cracks in the roof deserved the name—began to fade. The pagoda sank into a bluish twilight, flour dust glimmering faintly like dead stars in the still air.
Dark Cacao should have left. He had spent too long in that place, listening to the silence and the flat voice of a Beast who should have been his enemy. His provisions were running low. The path back would be harder in the dark.
But he did not move.
— Why are you here? her question broke the silence, as unexpected as the first time she had spoken. You have not tried to kill me. You have not tried to capture me. You simply… sit. And talk.
Dark Cacao considered the question. Truly considered it, weighing each possible answer as if choosing a sword for battle.
— I don’t know, he admitted. Maybe because no one else would.
— No one else would do what?
— Sit. Listen.
Silence. Then a sound he did not recognize at first. Soft, nearly imperceptible, like silk brushing against marble.
Mystic Flour Cookie had tilted her head. Just enough for him to see, for the first time, the profile of her face.
Her eyes were closed.
— That is not a reason, she said.
— No, he admitted. But it is the only one I have.
More time passed. Dark Cacao lost count of hours, of minutes, of the flickers of that dying light that never fully left nor stayed. They spoke, at intervals. Not of important things—not at first—but of fragments. Scraps of memories tossed into the silence like breadcrumbs so they would not lose themselves in it.
She spoke of the supplicants who once filled her pagoda. Of the wishes they asked for, endless, always the same. Health, fortune, love, revenge. She granted them—or at least tried—and they left grateful, and never returned.
— At first I thought it was because I had fulfilled my purpose, she said. I had given them what they wanted, and they moved on with their lives. That is what is supposed to happen.
— And then?
— Then I realized that was not it. It was because they did not need me. They used me to obtain what they wanted, and once they had it, I became irrelevant.
She paused.
— Decades passed before they stopped coming altogether. In the end, no one asked for wishes. No one climbed the mountain. It was only me, the pagoda, and the dust piling on the altars.
Dark Cacao said nothing. Not because he lacked words, but because none seemed sufficient.
— Why did you stay? he asked at last. If there was no one, if there was no purpose… why didn’t you leave?
She took time to answer.
— I did not know where to go.
That was the first time Dark Cacao felt something like compassion for the Beast kneeling before the empty altar.
Not pity—he had never been good at pity, neither giving nor receiving—but something older, more primitive. Recognition.
He did not know where to go either. He had spent years moving, fighting, winning battles no one had asked him to fight. He had built a reputation, a legend, a name travelers whispered in taverns with admiration and fear. But he had not built a home.
He did not know how.
— You could leave now, he said. The door is open. No one is stopping you.
— I know.
— Then why don’t you?
She did not answer immediately. Her back, which had remained straight all that time, leaned slightly forward. A small movement, almost imperceptible, but Dark Cacao noticed.
— Fear, she said. Not of the outside world. Not of the Cookies who might want to hurt me, or imprison me again, or seek revenge for all the harm I caused when I was…
She stopped. She did not finish the sentence.
— Fear of what, then?
— Of leaving, she whispered. And discovering that there is nothing out there. That all this—she gestured vaguely, encompassing the pagoda, the mountain, perhaps her own existence—was for nothing. That there is no purpose waiting for me. That there never was.
The silence that followed was the heaviest of all.
Dark Cacao stood.
It was not abrupt. It was slow, deliberate, as if every muscle in his body were deciding whether it was worth cooperating. His sword struck marble when he hung it at his belt. The sound echoed against the empty walls, a solitary note that took time to fade.
— I don’t know if there is a purpose waiting for you, he said. I don’t know if there is anything out there, or if it is all as empty as it seems in here.
Mystic Flour Cookie did not move. But her fingers, which had been resting on her thighs, curled slightly into the fabric of her robe.
— What I do know, Dark Cacao continued, is that staying here will not give you answers. Dust does not speak. Silence does not reveal secrets. If you want to know what is out there, you will have to go and look for it.
— It is dangerous, she said, and for the first time her voice sounded fragile. Human. To leave alone. I do not know this world. I do not know how to…
— I am not telling you to go alone.
She turned.
It was a slow movement, almost imperceptible at first—the turn of a shoulder, the shift of a hip—but when Dark Cacao looked up, Mystic Flour Cookie was looking directly at him.
Her eyes were open.
They were red. Not the red of blood or fire, but something softer. Cherry blossoms at dusk. Red wine seen through misted glass. They had been closed for so long that Dark Cacao had almost forgotten they existed, that they had once seen something beyond the inside of her own eyelids.
Now they were looking at him.
And in them, for the first time in a thousand years, there was something that was not apathy.
— What are you saying? she whispered.
Dark Cacao extended his hand.
It was not an offer. Not a plea. It was simply a hand, open, palm upward, waiting. Like the empty altar she had been staring at for hours, days, centuries. But this time, the altar could answer.
— Come with me, he said. I will take you off the mountain. I will protect you until you find your place.
— And if I do not find it? her red eyes searched his face for a certainty he could not give. What if there is no place for me?
Dark Cacao held her gaze.
— Then we build one.
The wind, which had been still for hours, began to blow.
It was not a violent gust—nothing in that place was violent, not even the weather—but a long, slow sigh that slipped through the cracks of the pagoda and lifted the flour dust into small spirals. The particles glimmered beneath the dying light, spinning around them like fading fireflies.
Mystic Flour Cookie looked at the outstretched hand.
She looked at her own fingers, pale and cold, which had granted a thousand wishes and received none in return. She curled them slowly, as if learning to use them again.
— I do not know how to do it, she said. To live. Not just exist.
Dark Cacao did not withdraw his hand.
— Neither do I. But we can learn.
The wind carried the silence away.
She raised her hand.
Her fingers brushed his, barely a touch, the first time in centuries someone had touched her without intending to hurt her, imprison her, use her. The sensation was so strange she almost pulled back.
But she did not.
— It is cold, she murmured. Your kingdom. I have heard it is always winter there.
Something stirred in Dark Cacao’s chest. Not a smile—he did not smile, did not know how—but something close.
— Yes, he admitted. It is always below zero.
— I hate the cold.
— You will get used to it.
She hesitated. Then, with a slowness that betrayed centuries of stillness, her fingers slipped between his.
— All right, she said. As long as I am not alone.
Dark Cacao nodded.
He did not say you will not be. He did not make promises he could not keep. He simply tightened his hold—gently, carefully, as if she might break—and held on.
The wind kept blowing.
The dust kept turning.
And at the summit of the Snow-Covered Flour Mountain of Nirvana, two Cookies who did not know where to go began to walk down together.
TWENTY YEARS LATER — AN OMEN
Snow fell over the Cacao Kingdom.
Mystic Flour Cookie—now Pure Flour Cookie, though only he called her that—watched the landscape from the highest window of the citadel. Her red eyes, once empty, now followed the drifting flakes with something close to curiosity.
— Watching the snow again, said a voice behind her.
She did not turn. She knew that voice better than her own.
— I hate the cold, she replied. But it is nice to watch it from inside.
Dark Cacao Cookie stopped at her side. His armor reflected the dying light of sunset; his sword rested at his belt, as always. But when his shoulder brushed hers, there was no stiffness in the contact.
Only calm.
— The councilors want to know if you will attend tonight’s dinner, he said. I told them probably not.
— Good.
Silence. Then:
— Do you regret it?
She took time to answer.
— No, she said. It is the only decision I do not regret.
He said nothing. He did not need to.
Outside, the snow kept falling. Inside, two Cookies who had found their place in each other watched the winter without fear of freezing.
But somewhere in the castle, a child with white and red hair played with a wooden sword, dreaming of adventures beyond the mountains.
And on the horizon, far away, a shadow began to move.