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1. (you and i) haunted by a similar ghost by mindinthevoid

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov & Svetlana Vetrova
   • David Hollander & Yuna Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
   • Ilya Rozanov & Original Character(s)
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Grigori Rozanov
   • Irina Rozanova
   • Sergei Vetrov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Original Characters
   • Anya | Ilya Rozanov's Dog
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs Therapy
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Good Friend Svetlana Vetrova
   • Irina Rozanova Haunts the Narrative
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Worth Issues
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Implied/Referenced Drug Use
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Implied/Referenced Sex
   • Post-Book 2: Heated Rivalry (Game Changers)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Ottawa Centaurs Player Ilya Rozanov
   • Montreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros (Game Changers)
   • Memories
   • Texting
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Hayden Pike Knows About Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Good Friend Hayden Pike
   • Panic Attacks
   • headcanon: shane calls ilya baby
   • headcanon: ilya texts in lowercase
   • Emetophobia
   • Mild Blood
   • No Major Character Death
   • Dead Irina Rozanova
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort

   Summary

   Ilya Rozanov wasn’t upset in the slightest that the Ottawa Centaurs were knocked out of the playoffs in the first round. He was proud of his team, genuinely so fucking proud of all the work they put into getting ready for the playoffs. He just felt… empty.

   Or

   the one where Ilya has a terrible depressive episode and he can't get his mother out of his mind.

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