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    After a concert that leaves him restless instead of relieved, Chan finds himself listening too closely. To laughter behind him, to breath caught in someone else’s throat, to the quiet authority in a voice saying “Stay still.”

    He’s always known how to lead. On stage. In the studio. In front of millions.

    What he didn’t expect was how much he would crave the opposite.

    As old songs resurface and new ones begin to take shape, Chan starts to understand that control isn’t a single direction. It’s a choice. And sometimes, the most dangerous thing isn’t losing control...

    It’s wanting to lose it.

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