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1. It’s Safe To Say, I’ve Been Living In My Lowest by Bzljay

   Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Anime), Gachiakuta (Manga)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • No category
   • Complete Work

   22 Feb 2026

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   • Enjin & Zanka Nijiku
   • Enjin & Zanka Nijiku & Riyo Reaper & Rudo Surebrec
   • Zanka Nijiku
   • Enjin (Gachiakuta)
   • Bro Santa (Gachiakuta)
   • Dear Santa (Gachiakuta)
   • Rudo Surebrec
   • Follo Tunito
   • Riyo Reaper
   • Eishia Stilza
   • Semiu Grier
   • Gris Rubion
   • Self-insert as Zanka Nijiku
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Depression
   • Angst
   • Whump
   • thoughts of self harm
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Enjin is a Good Dad (Gachiakuta)
   • Suicidal Enjin (Gachiakuta)
   • Enjin is Trying His Best (Gachiakuta)
   • Implied Gris/Enjin
   • If you squint and tilt your head
   • Father-Son Relationship
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Title from a Lil Nas X Song
   • Song: TALES OF DOMINICA (Lil Nas X)
   • Lil Nas X is my muse
   • Tattoos
   • Depressed Zanka Nijiku
   • Zanka Nijiku is Bad at Feelings (Gachiakuta)
   • slight - Freeform
   • Eating Disorder

   Summary

   Zanka hasn’t been having the best year and it drives him to the extreme.

    

   Or, Enjin is a stressed-out mother of 3 and he’s really trying his hardest with his eldest child.

    

   Summaries are hard. It’s literally just depressed and suicidal Zanka that attempts to kill himself.

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   English

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