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1. it's not up to you (it never really was) by barracuda

   Fandoms: Nirvanna the Band the Show (Canada TV 2017)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   25 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Matt Johnson/Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Jay McCarrol (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Matt Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • Emilia Johnson (Nirvanna the Band the Show)
   • jared and andy are here too but like in the diegetic capacity they are as camera people
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Not RPF
   • Webseries Timeline
   • Canon-Typical Misogyny
   • although tbh i dont think i made them misogynist enough
   • Internalized Homophobia

   Summary

   Jay changes his mind. He’s too tired to have another argument. They’ve had their shoelaces knotted together long enough for him to know which battles are worth picking. And like, it is Matt's b-day. So he sits there and purses his lips.

   (or: Jay doesn't curse the hole. Not much changes.)

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