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Life is unfair, to me, to my friends and the others. I will never understand how and why we ended up in this state, I will never understand what happened to us...
The sweet memories of the past has been nagging me for a while now, the ones that bloomed the moment that dumbbell came in contact with my head, the moment I heard my own skull crack. My trust to someone so dear to me was broken at that moment, to the one I adored in the past, the one that was one of the closest people to me, I remember all of it, our hangouts, our conversations, the depths and the care in our relationship...
As my soul remained near my now lifeless body, a blank stare was on my face, I learnt one thing even if it was hard.. sometimes the people that you think is the strongest is the weakest, they all have their own breaking points, And I have realized that the moment I looked back at mondo, at the tears that was now slowly flowing down his beautiful violet eyes.. the moment I saw the regret and the hurt in his eyes.
I felt my now empty body move on it's own, my small arms slowly wrapping around him as he weeped out of the shock of what he have done. I remembered the past, our happy, lovely memories, the moments that drew us closer, the moments that never left my mind before all of this mess, he was a stranger in my eyes, but that wasn't the case, he was way more than that, he was a friend, he was someone dear to me, someone who harmed me without wanting to do so. It felt like we were different parts of the same coin as my memories bloomed back.. as my fragile body slowly disappeared at that moment, I knew one thing, I still forgave him,transparent flower petals flew out and out from my body.. as I came to the sense that everything was over, the conclusion I came was that I was just a mere boy who was a failure, who failed to become a man, someone who wasn't strong enough to remain with his friends and help them through the darkest times, someone who was weak enough to get ripped to shreds to by someone he adored... That was one thing I seemingly could never do, though I at least will have one of my friends on my side in the after life, and maybe many more people who was dear to me in the past......