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Tw: High levels of ED and self-image
This story includes heavy and sensitive themes surrounding disordered eating, body image, control, and mental health struggles.
These topics are deeply personal to me, and this fic is something I wrote while processing my own experiences and emotions.
Seonghwa's thoughts, behaviors, and feelings in this story are written through a lens of struggle, not glamorization. They reflect how distorted, overwhelming, and isolating these thoughts can be when you're dealing with an unhealthy relationship with food and with yourself. Some scenes may be difficult to read, especially if you have personal experience with eating disorders, body dysmorphia, or restrictive behaviors.
Please know that this story is not meant to encourage or romanticize disordered eating in any way. It is meant to show how heavy and exhausting it feels to live inside that mindset, and how hard it can be to accept care, support, and help, even from people who genuinely love you.If you are currently struggling with similar thoughts or behaviors, I want you to know you're not alone. Your pain is valid, and you deserve support, care, and compassion just as much as anyone else. It's okay to step away from this story if it becomes too heavy. Taking care of yourself always comes first.
This fic is, in many ways, a reflection of things I've felt but haven't always known how to say out loud. Writing it is part of my own process of understanding and healing. I hope that, for some readers, it might also feel seen, or feel less alone, but please prioritize your own well-being above finishing any chapter. Thank you for reading with care and kindness, for Seonghwa, and for yourself.
Either way, hope you guys will love it regardless, and can hopefully find some comfort in it.. AND WHAT A COMEBACK AYY (literally dropping all my problems on ya..)
LOVE YALL ALWAYS AND STAY TUNED<3