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Izuku stands in front of the sink washing a dish absentmindedly. Staring out of the window as his scattered mind tries to regather itself. The mindless task keeping his mind busy as he races through all of his thoughts. Lately it feels like there are pieces missing inside of him. Not even in a hidden kind of way but in a someone reached inside of him and yanked it out be force.
Every time he tells husband this, Kachan just sighs as he shakes his head. Telling him even in rest can he stop his mind from wandering to the most insane conclusion. His husband would even tell him that it like in middle school when he would stubbornly desire to be a pro hero.
Izuku shrugs off the condescension in his alphas voice. Kachan has a habit of acting higher than thou since they were pups, ever since they got married it seems to have been nocked up a couple degrees. The wedding vows had them promise to be together forever in sickness and in health. He wishes he could go back and wish that he could add in that they would be nice to one another.
He shivers when he remembers their wedding night. Their mating less of a union between two people who love each other and more of an act of dominance coming from Kachan. The way he held Izuku, hands gripping hard enough to leave bruises as his mouth bit his neck over and over and over again. Kachan went at it like Izuku would run off the first chance he got.
He wouldn’t run off though, he said yes to his proposal. Although at the moment he is having a hard time remembering how exactly he was proposed. He knew he said yes, they planned a wedding after all. Izuku did have that nasty fall though. Spending the entire wedding planning in the hospital recovering.
Things before the fall are fuzzy but they were dating. He does have some faint recollection of them being together. Once they met up together at this gala. Both of them looking nice, they had some drinks together. Kachan did not want to leave him for a moment. Even though he kept whispering into an ear piece. He was so desperate that he used a command on him. Izuku managed to run off though… leaving his boyfriend on their date. Wait, was it a date? He knows it happens they sounded like they were on a date and they even kissed a little. It was a date but he was desperate to leave.
His mind hurts as he tries to recall. It hurts almost as he when he tries to remember specifics of his old work place. Names and various details come to him but he struggles to remember exactly they all fit together.
Izuku puts the dish in the cabinet as he limps over to the bedroom. The headache overwhelming him to the point he needs to lie down. His alpha says nothing as he watches him. His cold red eyes saying so much with so little. Smug, Kachan looks smug as he watches over him prone on the bed as sleep overtakes him.