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1. When the Skin Speaks by leoleoscorpio

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   21 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Self-Harm
   • Blood and Injury
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Panic Attacks
   • Trauma
   • Childhood Trauma
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov
   • Hurt Shane Hollander
   • Dissociation
   • Healing
   • Angst
   • Guilt
   • Shame
   • Trauma Recovery
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Sexual Assault
   • Sad Shane Hollander
   • Sad Ilya Rozanov
   • Inspired by Heated Rivalry (TV)
   • Secret Relationship
   • Break Up
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Hospitalization
   • Hospitals
   • Therapy
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • no one dies I promise
   • Alternate Universe - Hospital

   Summary

   Shane Hollander struggles with overwhelming emotions, unresolved trauma, self-harm, and the fear of being a burden. With Ilya by his side, he faces the consequences and begins the slow, painful path toward healing and recovery.

   Trigger warnings: self-harm, panic, intense emotional distress, blood, sexual assault

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   16,850

   Chapters:

   5/?

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