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1. i wish these bruises were from you by yourblushinbloom

   Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   03 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Park Gunwook/Seok Matthew
   • Seok Matthew/Original Character(s)
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Kim Gyuvin/Shen Quanrui | Ricky
   • Seok Matthew
   • Park Gunwook
   • Shen Quanrui | Ricky
   • Kim Gyuvin
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Drinking
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • Kind Of
   • matthew's just going through it guys
   • Jealousy
   • Loneliness
   • the terrifying ordeal of feeling like you're never enough
   • Blood and Injury
   • (very minor though)
   • Domestic Violence
   • (not between gunwook and matthew)

   Summary

   matthew just wanted to feel wanted. maybe if he just took what he was given instead of forcing gunwook to give him what he wants, the feeling of loneliness that had started carving itself into his chest would stop aching as much.

   or

   when kangmin joined their makeup staff, matthew let himself slip into a toxic relationship in order to avoid his feelings for gunwook.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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