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By Abstracted
The neon sign of The Midnight Diner buzzed overhead, a sharp contrast to the ringing still echoing in Hazel’s ears from three hours of brass and percussion. She tucked a stray lock of hair behind her ear, her fingers still feeling the ghost-tingle of her saxophone keys.
"I’m telling you, Steven, that bridge needs more kick," Yuri chirped, leaning her head on Steven’s shoulder as they slid into the booth. "The piano is carrying too much of the melody."
"That’s why we have drums, babe," Steven replied with a lazy grin, pulling Yuri closer.
Hazel went to sit opposite them, but Mason beat her to the inside spot. Her heart did a treacherous little somersault. Now, she had no choice but to sit right next to him. She could smell the faint scent of cedarwood and guitar string oxidation, the 'Mason' scent.
"Scoot over, Haze," Mason said, flashing that effortless, lopsided grin that usually made girls three tables away drop their forks. "Leave room for the lyricist."
After a round of burgers and fries, the mood was high. Yuri and Steven were practically in their own world, sharing a milkshake with two straws. When the waiter returned, Mason leaned back, looking far more relaxed than Hazel felt.
"I’ll take the hot fudge sundae," Mason said, his eyes dancing. "Extra cherries please."
The waiter glanced at the table, at Yuri and Steven huddled together, and then at Mason and Hazel sitting in the close quarters of the booth. He gave a knowing, tired smile. "And would you like another spoon for your girlfriend, sir? Since she didn't order."
The air in Hazel’s lungs evaporated. Girlfriend. The word felt heavy and electric. She waited for Mason to laugh, to make a joke, to clarify that they were just bandmates.
"No, thank you," Mason said smoothly. His voice didn't even wobble.
Hazel looked down at her napkins, her face heating up. Of course not, she thought. He doesn't want the waiter to think we're together.
But then the sundae arrived. Mason picked up his spoon, scooped a perfect bite of vanilla ice cream and fudge, and held it out toward her. "Want some, Hazel?"
He was looking at her, really looking at her, without the usual theatrical wink. It felt intimate. Too intimate.
He does this with everyone, Hazel’s inner critic whispered. If you take it, Steven and Yuri will tease you for weeks. He’s just being Mason.
"No thanks," Hazel said, her voice a bit tighter than she intended. "I'm full."
The reaction wasn't what she expected. Usually, Mason would make a joke about "more for me" or try to playfully bribe her. Instead, he just... stopped. He lowered the spoon, set it back in the bowl, and the light in his eyes seemed to dim.
For the rest of the meal, the "Lead Singer" persona vanished. Mason didn't crack another joke. He didn't chime in when Yuri started talking about the Battle of the Bands setlist. He just stared at his sundae, eating in a silence that felt heavy and uncharacteristically cold.
Hazel gripped her glass of water, a knot forming in her stomach. She had wanted a sign, but she hadn't expected this one.
The week later...
The basement of Mason’s house was a mess of guitar cables, half-empty soda cans, and the rhythmic thwack-thwack of Steven hitting buttons on a controller. It was their sanctuary.
Hazel was tucked into the corner of the oversized velvet couch, her notebook propped against her knees. She was staring at a half-finished stanza, her pen cap clicking rhythmically against her teeth. Across from her, Yuri was hunched over a denim jacket, tongue poked out in concentration as she tried to navigate a needle through a stubborn seam.
"Gotcha!" Steven yelled, leaning forward as a digital explosion rocked the TV screen.
"Cheap shot, man. My controller lagged," Mason laughed, shoving Steven’s shoulder. He looked completely back to normal, the brooding silence from the diner was gone, replaced by his usual effortless energy.
He leaned back, resting his head on the top of the couch, just inches from where Hazel’s arm lay. "How’s the masterpiece coming, Haze? You look like you’re trying to solve a differential equation over there."
Hazel looked up, her heart doing that annoying stutter. "It’s... fine. Just trying to find a word that rhymes with 'hollow' that isn't 'swallow' or 'follow.'"
"Mallow? Like a marshmallow?" Yuri suggested without looking up from her sewing. "Wait, no. That’s definitely not the vibe of this song."
"Callow," Mason offered, his voice dropping an octave as he looked at Hazel. "It means inexperienced. Or 'shallow' if we’re going for the angst."
"Shallow works," Hazel murmured, scribbling it down. "Thanks."
Mason didn't turn back to the TV immediately. He watched her for a second too long. "You're always so focused. It’s intimidating, you know? The Great Lyricist at work."
"I'm not intimidating," Hazel protested, her face warming.
"To most people, you are," Mason said, his tone shifting into that playful, flirtatious lilt. "You’ve got that 'I’m-observing-your-soul' look. Makes a guy wonder what you’re writing about him."
Steven snorted from the floor. "She’s probably writing about how much your singing is off-key during the bridge, Mase."
"Hey! My pitch is perfect," Mason defended, throwing a decorative pillow at Steven’s head.
Hazel laughed, but she felt a pinch of frustration. There he goes again, she thought. Was the 'observing your soul' comment a real compliment, or just another line he’d say to anyone?
Yuri finally snapped her thread and held up her jacket. "Done! Steven, look, I saved it."
"Looks great, babe," Steven said, not looking away from the new round of the game.
"You didn't even look!" Yuri teased, jumping off the chair to shove the jacket in his face.
In the chaos of their play-fighting, Mason leaned a little closer to Hazel, his shoulder brushing hers. "Seriously though," he whispered, low enough that only she could hear over the TV. "If the lyrics are about someone specific... they're a lucky person."
He didn't wait for her to answer. He jumped back into the game, yelling at Steven for a rematch, leaving Hazel staring at her notebook. The word 'Shallow' stared back at her, but her heart felt like it was drowning.
The next day...
The community center was drafty, smelling of floor wax and old amplifiers. It was the first "Sound Check" mixer where all the bands for the competition got to see their competition.
Hazel was standing by the couch, adjusting the reed on her saxophone, when a shadow fell over her sheet music.
"A sax in a rock lineup? That’s bold. I like bold."
Hazel looked up. Standing there was a guy in a leather jacket with hair perfectly styled in that 'I just woke up like this' way. This was Jax, the lead singer of The Silver Echoes—the band everyone said was the favorite to win.
"It adds texture," Hazel said simply, her quiet confidence kicking in. She wasn't easily rattled by strangers.
"I bet it does," Jax leaned against the wall, ignoring his own bandmates calling for him. "I'm Jax. And you must be the genius behind their lyrics. I've heard your hooks. They're... sophisticated. A bit too good for a garage band, don't you think?"
Before Hazel could respond, a heavy arm draped around her shoulders. The scent of cedarwood hit her instantly.
"She’s exactly where she belongs, Jax," Mason’s voice was smooth, but there was an edge to it Hazel had never heard before. He wasn't smiling.
Jax didn't flinch. He just grinned at Mason, then looked back at Hazel. "Just saying, if you ever want to play for a band that actually knows how to headline, give me a call. We're grabbing pizza after this. You should come, Hazel. Leave the roadies behind."
He winked at her, a slow, deliberate wink, and sauntered off toward the stage.
The silence between Mason and Hazel was thick. Mason’s arm stayed on her shoulder for a second too long before he pulled it away, shoving his hands into his pockets.
"Asshole," Mason muttered under his breath.
"He was just being competitive, Mason," Hazel said, though her heart was hammering against her ribs from the proximity. "It’s just mind games for the Battle of the Bands."
"It didn't look like mind games," Mason snapped, then immediately looked guilty for his tone. He kicked at a stray cable on the floor. "He’s a player, Hazel. He says that stuff to everyone to get what he wants."
Hazel felt a sharp sting of irony. Isn't that exactly what people say about you? she thought.
She looked him in the eye, her quiet nature giving way to a rare moment of challenge. "And how would you know the difference between a 'player' and someone who’s actually interested, Mason? Since you're the expert?"
Mason opened his mouth to retort, his usual witty comeback ready on his tongue, but then he stopped. He looked at her, really looked at her, and for once, the "Great Actor" had nothing to say.
Later that evening...
Hazel was sitting at her desk, the soft glow of her lamp illuminating her lyric notebook. Her phone buzzed against the wood.
Unknown Number: Hey, lyricist. Still thinking about that pizza? Or are you too busy carrying the boys on your back? - Jax.
Hazel’s heart skipped. She hadn’t given him her number, but then she remembered the sign-up sheet for the Battle of the Bands, the one with everyone’s contact info for "emergency coordination." Jax was clearly using his "emergency" powers for evil.
She didn't reply. She wasn't interested in Jax, but she couldn't deny that the attention felt... different. It was direct. There were no guessing games.
The next afternoon, the band was warming up in the school’s music wing. The air was thick with the sound of Steven’s snare drum and Yuri’s scales on the electric keyboard.
Hazel’s phone was sitting on top of her saxophone case. It lit up with another notification.
Jax: We’re rehearsing in Room 4. If you get bored of the amateur hour, come listen to a real bridge.
Before Hazel could reach for it, Mason walked by to grab his guitar strap. He glanced down. He was a fast reader. His entire posture went rigid.
"Room 4, huh?" Mason’s voice was dangerously low, cutting through the noise of the instruments.
Steven stopped drumming. Yuri’s hands froze on the keys.
"Mason, it’s nothing," Hazel said, quickly grabbing her phone and shoving it into her pocket. "He’s just trying to get in our heads before the show."
"He’s got your number, Hazel," Mason said, his eyes flashing with a mix of hurt and genuine anger. He stepped closer, ignoring the fact that Yuri and Steven were watching with wide eyes. "How long has he been texting you?"
"Since last night," Hazel admitted, her quiet voice steady despite her racing heart. "And I haven't answered him."
"But you didn't block him either," Mason countered. He let out a frustrated, sharp laugh. "Is this what you want? Some guy who spends his time posing in leather jackets and hitting on every girl with an instrument?"
Hazel felt a surge of heat in her cheeks. She was tired of being the "quiet" one.
"At least he says what he means, Mason!" she snapped. The room went dead silent. Even the hum of the amps seemed to fade. "I don't have to guess if Jax is joking. I don't have to wonder if he's 'acting' or if he's just being 'flirty' because it's his brand. It’s exhausting trying to read between your lines all the time."
Mason looked like she’d slapped him. The "cool lead singer" mask crumbled for a split second, revealing someone who looked incredibly vulnerable.
"You think I'm acting with you?" he whispered.
"I don't know, Mason! That’s the problem!"
Hazel grabbed her things angrily and stormed out of the room. The door slammed shut behind her, leaving Yuri, Steven, and Mason in awkward silence.
3 days later...
Hazel sat on the edge of Yuri’s bed, twisting a loose thread on her sweater. She hadn’t looked at Mason in the hallways for three days. She hadn't even opened his "Are we okay?" texts.
"I just can't do it anymore, Yuri," Hazel said, her voice trembling with a mix of exhaustion and hurt. "He treats everything like a performance. Every time he leans in or says something sweet, I’m wondering if he’s just checking to see if I’m still 'intimidated' by him. I’m tired of being an audience member in his life while I'm actually... actually in love with him."
Yuri’s eyes went wide, but she didn't look at Hazel. She was looking at the bedroom door.
"And now Jax is actually being direct," Hazel continued, wiping a stray tear. "It’s easier to deal with a jerk who’s honest than a best friend who’s-"
"A best friend who’s what, Hazel?"
The voice didn't belong to Yuri. It was deep, rough, and standing right behind her.
Hazel bolted upright, her heart dropping into her stomach. Mason was leaning against the doorframe, his jacket damp from the rain, his eyes dark and intense. He wasn't smiling. He didn't look like an actor today.
Yuri stood up quickly. "I’ll... uh... go get us some sodas. Stay! Talk!" She scurried past Mason, practically sprinting down the hallway.
Hazel felt the heat of embarrassment flood her face. She felt exposed, raw. "How much of that did you hear?"
"Enough," Mason said. He stepped into the room, closing the door halfway. "You think I'm faking it? You think I'm just 'playing a part' when I'm with you?"
"I don't know what to think, Mason! You flirt with everyone! It’s your thing!" Hazel snapped. She couldn't handle the proximity, the way the small room felt like it was shrinking. "Move. I’m going home."
She tried to bolt, heading straight for the gap between him and the doorframe. She tried to push past his shoulder, but Mason wasn't moving.
As she tried to shove past, Mason’s hand shot out, firmly but gently catching her forearm, while his other hand braced against the doorframe, effectively boxing her in.
"Let me go," she whispered, not looking up.
"No," Mason said. His voice was right by her ear now. "You don't get to say you're in love with me and then just walk out the door, Hazel. That’s not how this works."
Hazel looked up then, her quiet fire finally meeting his. "Why does it matter? You’ll just make a joke about it tomorrow at practice."
Mason leaned down, his forehead almost touching hers. The 'Mason' scent was overwhelming. "I haven't made a joke in three days. I haven't been able to sleep because you stopped looking at me. Do you have any idea how terrifying it is to realize the only person who actually sees me is the one person I’m scared to lose?"
He didn't pull her closer, but he didn't let go either. "I flirt with everyone else because it doesn't mean anything. I’m quiet with you because everything I want to say actually matters."
Hazel’s breath hitched. Mason’s hand was still warm on her arm, his thumb tracing a small, nervous circle against her skin that made her entire body tingle. For the first time, he wasn't looking at her like a lead singer looking at a fan; he was looking at her like a person who was terrified of the answer.
"You're quiet with me?" Hazel whispered, her voice trembling. "Mason, you’re never quiet. You always have a comeback. You always have a line."
"Because if I’m talking, I don’t have to think about how much I’m shaking inside," Mason admitted. He let out a ragged breath, his gaze dropping to her lips before snapping back to her eyes. "With everyone else, it’s a game. With you... I’m just Mason. And I didn't think Mason was enough for someone as incredible as you."
Hazel felt the last of her anger dissolve, replaced by a wave of pure, overwhelming realization. He wasn't acting. He was just as scared as she was.
"You’re more than enough," she said, her voice finally steady. She reached up, her fingers hovering near the collar of his damp jacket. "You're the only one I've ever wanted to write songs for and I-"
Mason didn't wait for her to finish. He leaned in, closing the final inch between them.
It wasn't a "movie" kiss. It was desperate and honest, tasting faintly of the rain from outside and the peppermint gum he always chewed before practice. It was the sound of a saxophone finding the right key and a heart finally hitting the beat.
When he pulled back, just a fraction of an inch, his forehead stayed rested against hers. His eyes were closed, a small, genuine smile tugging at the corners of his mouth, the kind of smile he never showed the crowd.
"So," he murmured, his voice thick with relief. "Does this mean I should tell Jax to stop texting my girlfriend?" Hazel laughed, a bright, happy sound that broke the heavy tension. "I think that’s a very good idea."