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    It's 2016. Scott Hunter is in his rookie year with the New York Admirals and at first glance his life is going great. He’s a generational talent slated to be Captain, a cinch for Rookie of the Year, and has just been named an MLH All-Star. Unfortunately, he’s also a closeted gay orphan with no swag, no bitches, and no friends.

    But it’s fine. Scott just has to keep this one measly secret for another twenty or so years, and then he can retire and get a hot boyfriend and finally live his life as his true authentic self — whatever that means. Everything is going to be just fine.

    Or: in which we are forced to contend with the hard hitting question of "what if Scott Hunter wasn’t old but Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander were?" and also "haha wouldn’t it be great if everybody was about 50% more Canadian?"

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    take it from the top by nighthawkguy

    Updated: 2026-04-15
    Work ID: 80687726

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    Kip Grady/Scott Hunter
    Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
    Scott Hunter & Elena Rygg
    Scott Hunter & Carter Vaughn
    Shane Hollander & Scott Hunter & Ilya Rozanov

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    It's 2016. Scott Hunter is in his rookie year with the New York Admirals and at first glance his life is going great. He’s a generational talent slated to be Captain, a cinch for Rookie of the Year, and has just been named an MLH All-Star. Unfortunately, he’s also a closeted gay orphan with no swag, no bitches, and no friends.

    But it’s fine. Scott just has to keep this one measly secret for another twenty or so years, and then he can retire and get a hot boyfriend and finally live his life as his true authentic self — whatever that means. Everything is going to be just fine.

    Or: in which we are forced to contend with the hard hitting question of "what if Scott Hunter wasn’t old but Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander were?" and also "haha wouldn’t it be great if everybody was about 50% more Canadian?"

    (Approximate) Last Read: 2026/04/16

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    The real fucked up thing, the thing that kept Scott up at night, the thing that made him genuinely wish he could just be straight, that sometimes made him bitter and angry and mean — was knowing that right under being outed, Scott’s worst fear in the entire world was falling in love.

    If that ever happened to him, if Scott went and managed to fuck up that badly before retirement…

    Well. Then he genuinely did not know how he’d be able to keep going.

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    And, even more, behind that — was this really what Scott had to look forward to? This private, half-acknowledged dream of his, to fall in love, to have a husband, to build a home, to have and to hold, in sickness and health — was that really such a pipe dream? In ten years, was this where he would end up? Like Hollander, nervously knocking on his lover’s door, knowing there was always a chance he could be seen, knowing that he was doing something conceivably life-ruining, and yet doing it anyways, because it was the most either of them would ever be able to get — was that all Scott could ever hope for? Was all of this just the best he would ever get?

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