Adult Content Warning

This work could have adult content. If you continue, you have agreed that you are willing to see such content.

• Yes, Continue
• No, Go Back

If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Yes, Continue", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again.

1. That Old Black Hole by begonias

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   17 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • David Hollander
   • Yuna Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Galina Molchalina
   • Evil Man
   • Svetlana Vetrova
   • Hurt Shane Hollander
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Depressed Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Stalking
   • Blood and Violence
   • Hospitals
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Fuck AI
   • Smut
   • Gun Violence
   • Police

   Summary

   Galina makes it a point to remind Ilya that people aren’t mind readers, and unfortunately, if there’s something wrong, he has to actually communicate this. He's aware of this. He is. Even though it's always been so much easier said than done, even on a good day.

   But when the unthinkable happens, Shane ends up seriously injured, and Ilya can't bring himself to reckon with his role in it all, or how they'll move forward.

   Now it's all the more impossible to communicate the weight of his guilt, the feelings of inadequacy, and the all-consuming fear that Shane might not survive.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   18,367

   Chapters:

   5/?

   Comments:

   17

   Kudos:

   155

   Bookmarks:

   58

   Hits:

   3,085