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1. Lonely and Dreaming of the West Coast by AspenCM1314

   Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   18 Mar 2026

   Tags

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   • Macklin Celebrini/Will Smith (b. 2005)
   • Boston University Terriers Men's Hockey Team Ensemble
   • Boston College Eagles Men's Hockey Ensemble
   • San Jose Sharks NHL Team Ensemble
   • Grace Smith | Will Smith's (Hockey RPF b. 2005) Sister
   • Colleen Smith (Hockey RPF)
   • Bill Smith | Will Smith's (Hockey RPF b. 2005) Father
   • Tyler Toffoli
   • Cat Belanger Toffoli
   • Macklin Celebrini
   • Gabe Perreault
   • Ryan Leonard (Hockey RPF)
   • Will Vote (Hockey RPF)
   • Self-Hatred
   • Self-Discovery
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Song: Santa Monica (Everclear)

   Summary

   Will comes to terms with a new side of himself he never knew existed, and it's all because of a pair of green eyes that had him hooked the moment he saw the sadness that encompassed them that one game in the middle of December.

   Title and chapters inspired by the lyrics from Santa Monica by Everclear

   This is Will's perspective from my other work, "I Feel As Though Today Has Been Enough," but can be read as a standalone, although I do recommend reading it as a sequel of sorts for more context :)

   Series

   • Part 2 of Living Just Takes Painkillers

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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   Chapters:

   2/?

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