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The walk down the corridor toward the Featherington ballroom felt, to Colin, very much like a march toward sentencing.
He kept his pace measured, though every instinct urged him either to stop entirely or to flee in the opposite direction. His hands remained clenched at his sides, the fingers curled so tightly that the nails bit into his palms. He was conscious, too, of the precise distance he maintained between himself and Penelope, who followed in silence just behind him.
Not near enough to touch.
Not so far as to invite notice.
A gentleman’s distance.
A coward’s distance.
Ahead of them, the cheerful voices of their mothers floated down the hall, bright and oblivious. Violet Bridgerton and Portia Featherington had swept ahead with Mrs. Varley in tow, already deep in discussion over flowers, musicians, and the placement of tables. Their words echoed lightly off the walls, practical and pleased, as though they had not marched their son and daughter toward the threshold of ruin.
Colin crossed into the ballroom and stopped almost at once.
The room was immense in the afternoon light. Tall windows stretched toward the high ceiling, and the polished floor gleamed beneath the pale wash of day. At the far end, Violet was gesturing toward the balcony while Portia countered with something to do with floral arrangements, and Mrs. Varley nodded with the grave attention of a woman managing military logistics rather than a wedding breakfast.
Colin heard none of it.
His boots felt suddenly fixed to the floor.
He stood just inside the doorway, unable to force himself farther into the room, and a moment later Penelope came to a halt beside him. The whisper of her skirts in the shadowed entry seemed far too loud.
For one suspended instant, neither of them spoke.
Then Penelope looked up at him.
Her eyes were wide and bright, not with anger but with something far worse.
Hurt, yes.
Fear, certainly.
Yet there was dignity in the way she held herself, even now, when he had given her no kindness to stand upon.
She cast a quick glance across the ballroom to ensure their mothers were still distracted, then turned back to him. Her voice, when it came, was scarcely above a whisper.
“Are you going to call off the wedding?”
The words struck him with such force that, for one absurd moment, he could not breathe.
Call off the wedding.
The very thought sent a jolt of panic through him so swift and violent that it seemed to tear through his ribs.
To lose her, to stand in a world from which Penelope had been removed, was unthinkable.
Yet the panic was swallowed almost at once by something darker.
Pride.
Shame.
Betrayal.
The raw humiliation of discovering that the woman before him, the woman to whom he had laid himself bare, had been standing all the while behind the impenetrable wall of Lady Whistledown.
He had loved her openly. She had loved him in secret. That should have been enough to undo him.
Instead, it was the secrecy that burned.
He needed some shield against the chaos of it, some structure upon which to brace himself when everything else felt false.
And so, in the miserable weakness of the moment, he reached for the oldest shield a man like him possessed.
“I am a man of honor,” he said at last.
The words came out low and rough, more jagged than he intended.
He saw the flinch before she could disguise it.
It should have stopped him.
It did not.
His mind betrayed him then with brutal clarity.
The carriage.
The moonlit dark.
The desperate confession torn from him with no thought for consequence.
The mirror.
Her skin beneath his hands.
The absolute and willing surrender with which he had given himself over to her.
He had not merely wanted her. He had been consumed by her.
And now a single vicious thought twisted through the wreckage of his pride.
Had she known?
Had she let him cross every boundary because she understood precisely what it would secure?
Had she, knowing the truth of Whistledown might someday stand between them, allowed him to compromise her so thoroughly that his honor would never permit him to walk away?
The thought was ugly. Cruel. Beneath him.
And because it was ugly and cruel and beneath him, he said it.
“And we were... intimate,” he murmured, leaning nearer so that the women across the room would not hear. “Perhaps that was part of your planned entrapment.”
The silence that followed was immediate and terrible.
He had expected tears.
He had expected her breath to catch, her composure to splinter, her hands to tremble. He had expected remorse, pleading, wounded confusion.
Instead, he watched the shine vanish from her eyes as though a door had shut behind them.
Penelope did not recoil. She did not gasp. She did not even blink.
Her shoulders straightened. Her chin rose. And with that one small movement, the trembling, stricken girl beside him disappeared, leaving in her place a woman so still and self-possessed that he felt, for the first time since entering the room, a flicker of real fear.
“Entrapment?” she repeated softly.
The word was quiet, but it cut.
“I have loved you for half my life, Mr. Bridgerton,” she said, each syllable controlled with exquisite precision. “I would have died a spinster before I forced you into a vow you did not want.”
His mouth parted, but whatever protest he might have offered died unborn. She did not allow him space to speak.
“Do not stand there and rewrite what passed between us in order to soothe your pride,” she said. “I had a practical match within my reach. A safe one. A respectable one. You were the one who stepped onto that dance floor and tore it from my hands.”
He swallowed hard.
Lord Debling. The memory of that evening, of jealousy, urgency, the wild certainty that he could not allow another man to claim her, rose up like heat beneath his skin.
Penelope’s gaze held his fast.
“It was you who chased my carriage into the night. It was you who begged to step inside. You chose to compromise me there, pressing your hands to my skin, knowing full well how little experience I had. And it was you who led me before that mirror, who undressed me with your own hands, and who crossed that boundary because you wished to do so.”
By the time she finished, the last of his righteous anger had drained away, leaving behind only horror.
Because she was right.
Not partly right.
Not mostly right.
Entirely right.
Every line crossed between them had been crossed by him gladly, hungrily, without an ounce of coercion. He had not been ensnared. He had been willing to the point of recklessness, and now, in his shame, he had tried to place the burden of that willingness upon her.
Without breaking eye contact, Penelope reached across herself and, hidden by the shelter of the doorway and the fullness of her skirts, slid the Bridgerton ring from her finger.
The movement was smooth. Efficient.
When she pressed the ring into his palm, the shock of the metal against his skin nearly made him flinch.
His fingers curled around it instinctively.
The breath left his body.
“I did not trap you into anything,” she said. “You did this to yourself.”
Her voice did not waver.
“And I will not marry a man who can look at me and imagine I tricked him into his own bed.”
“Colin, dearest?”
Violet’s voice carried across the ballroom, bright and unsuspecting.
Colin jerked violently, shoving his fist into his trouser pocket before his mother could see what lay in his hand.
At the far end of the room, Violet had turned from the windows with a smile still on her face. Portia and Mrs. Varley paused beside her, all three women looking toward the doorway in mild expectation.
“Do you think the quartet should stand near the balcony,” Violet asked, “or in the corner by the pianoforte?”
Colin stared at her.
His throat had closed entirely. He could not have answered if the fate of the nation depended upon it.
Beside him, Penelope transformed.
The cold fury did not vanish, exactly, but it slipped at once beneath the polished surface society expected of her. When she stepped forward into the room, she was once again the perfect bride-to-be, her smile composed, her voice sweet and even.
“The balcony would be lovely, Lady Bridgerton,” she called. “I believe the sound would carry better there.”
Violet beamed. Portia nodded eagerly. Mrs. Varley made a note.
Penelope glanced toward them with serene courtesy, then added, “If you will excuse me, I have just remembered a small matter regarding the linens.”
And before Colin could so much as shape her name, she was gone, moving gracefully across the polished floor toward the others, leaving him frozen in the doorway with the ring burning like judgment in his pocket.
For a long, miserable moment, he could only stare after her.
He had to mend this.
He had to put the ring back where it belonged before someone noticed its absence, before some sharp-eyed dowager or overattentive mother discerned what had transpired in the space of a few whispered sentences.
“Colin?” Violet called again, this time with the first thread of concern in her tone. “Are you quite well? You look pale.”
“I am quite well, Mother,” he managed, though the words emerged strangled. “The room is rather warm, perhaps. I must speak with Penelope.”
He pushed himself forward, crossing the ballroom with forced purpose. Penelope stood near a long table with Mrs. Varley, examining swatches of ribbon and cloth as though nothing of consequence had occurred.
“Penelope,” he said under his breath as he reached her. “Please. Only a moment.”
She did not so much as glance at him.
Instead she lifted one ribbon delicately between her fingers and turned to her mother. “Mama, do you not think this ivory sits oddly beside the gold trim? Perhaps Lady Bridgerton would have an opinion.”
At once Portia Featherington swept in with renewed interest, Violet following close behind. Within seconds the table was surrounded by mothers and fabric and opinions, Penelope slipping gracefully to the opposite side so that the entire arrangement became, with perfect innocence, an impassable barricade.
Colin stared across it at her.
She did not look back.
For the next hour, he was made to understand, with excruciating clarity, that Penelope Featherington was capable of conducting a campaign every bit as strategic as any battle imagined by his brothers over a map of Europe.
Each time he attempted to draw near, some new necessity intervened.
When he found himself momentarily beside her near the windows, she turned at once to ask Mrs. Varley about candles.
When he tried to catch her eye while Portia debated centerpieces, she became wholly absorbed in the arrangement of chairs.
When he lingered by the musicians’ corner in hopes of intercepting her, she glided in the opposite direction and began a discussion with Violet regarding the breakfast service.
It was not dramatic. Not even outwardly unkind.
It was infinitely worse than that.
She punished him with impeccable politeness.
At last Violet snapped her reticule shut with a note of satisfaction. “I believe we have settled enough for one afternoon,” she declared. “Come along, Colin. We must not exhaust our dear Featheringtons.”
Panic closed around his throat.
He could not leave. Not like this. Not while the ring remained hidden in his pocket and Penelope would not so much as look at him.
He stepped forward as Penelope approached the foyer with Portia to see them out.
This, he realized with mounting desperation, was his final opportunity.
“Penelope,” he said quietly, positioning himself just enough within her path that she would have to acknowledge him. “Would you walk me to the carriage?”
It was a request in form only. They both knew it.
He saw the brief tightening of her jaw, the flash of resistance in her eyes, but with Violet and Portia watching them with maternal satisfaction, she had no room to refuse.
“Of course,” she said.
They descended the front steps in silence, the afternoon air cool against skin still heated by what had passed indoors. The square lay quiet before them, genteel and orderly, as though the world had not just shifted beneath his feet.
The instant they were beyond the hearing of the front door, Colin turned to her and drew the ring from his pocket.
“Pen,” he said.
The single syllable broke on the way out.
He held the ring toward her with a hand that was not entirely steady.
“Please. Put it back on.”
She looked first at the ring, then at him.
Her expression gave him nothing.
“You are a man of honor, Colin,” she replied evenly. “I should not wish to keep you bound where you feel yourself trapped.”
“Penelope—”
She did not let him continue.
With perfect composure she dipped into a curtsy, shallow enough to remain elegant, distant enough to feel like dismissal.
“Good day, Mr. Bridgerton.”
Then she turned and mounted the steps without a backward glance.
The great front doors closed behind her with a quiet, final click.
Colin remained where he was, his hand still extended foolishly into empty air.
“Colin?”
Violet’s voice drifted from the waiting Bridgerton carriage.
He started, curling his fingers around the ring so tightly that the edges pressed painfully into his palm.
“Yes, Mother. Coming.”
He climbed into the carriage and took the seat opposite her in a state so near shock that the motion scarcely seemed to belong to his own body.
The distance between Featherington House and Bridgerton House was slight, barely enough to justify harnessing horses at all. One could walk it in minutes. But the customs of their world required the formality of a carriage, even across the square, and so Colin found himself enclosed within polished wood and velvet squabs, trapped opposite the one person most likely to read every line of strain in his face.
The carriage jolted forward.
Outside, iron railings and familiar facades drifted past in a blur. Colin kept one hand buried deep in his pocket, his thumb moving restlessly over the cold rim of the gemstone. Across from him, Violet studied him in silence.
She waited longer than most mothers might have done.
That only made it worse.
At last she leaned forward slightly, her brow furrowing. “Colin,” she said gently, “whatever is the matter? You look as though you have seen something dreadful.”
He dragged his gaze from the window and attempted a smile. It felt brittle on his face.
“I am quite well,” he said. “Only tired.”
Violet’s eyes flicked to his hidden hand, then back to his face. “You and Penelope seemed rather grave. Did the two of you disagree about something?”
“No,” he said too quickly.
The lie hung between them at once, clumsy and obvious.
He cleared his throat. “That is... nothing of significance. There is simply a great deal to arrange, and weddings are not, I find, the lightest of undertakings.”
Violet regarded him for another moment, and he knew with miserable certainty that she did not believe a word of it.
Still, she only sighed softly and settled back.
“Marriage is indeed a serious undertaking,” she said. “All the more reason to speak plainly to one another, my dear. Not to retreat behind silence.”
The words pierced him more effectively than rebuke.
He had done far worse than retreat.
“I shall remember that,” he murmured.
He turned his face back toward the window before she could see the fresh shame rising there.
The carriage had scarcely come to a stop before he was reaching for the door himself.
He descended first and offered Violet a hand to the pavement with the distracted haste of a man performing a task he scarcely registered. The instant she stood upright before Bridgerton House, he bowed.
“If you will excuse me, Mother, I have several letters that require my attention before dinner.”
Her eyes sharpened. She knew he was escaping. Yet there was mercy in her, and she chose not to expose him.
“Very well,” she said quietly. “We shall expect you later.”
He nodded, then mounted the steps two at a time and disappeared into the house.
He did not pause in the drawing room. He did not answer when Gregory’s laughter carried faintly from above, nor when Hyacinth called something indistinct from the landing. He crossed the hall as though pursued and let himself into his study with such haste that the latch struck the frame.
Only once the door stood closed behind him did he allow himself to breathe.
The silence of the room settled around him.
With unsteady fingers, he withdrew the ring from his pocket.
It lay in the center of his palm, heavy and gleaming, the stone catching what little afternoon light filtered through the window. Moments ago it had rested upon Penelope’s hand. Now it sat in his own like an accusation.
He crossed to the desk and sat down hard in the chair behind it.
There, within reach, lay the remains of a life that suddenly seemed to mock him: his journals from abroad, a scattering of loose pages, and beneath them a neat ribbon-tied bundle of drafts, copies of the letters he had once sent to Penelope from Athens and elsewhere, letters written with a freedom he had never granted anyone else.
He had written to her because she had felt like safety.
He had written to her because she understood him.
He had written to her because some part of him had always known that she was the one to whom his thoughts naturally turned when he had something real to say.
And today, when confronted with the fullness of who she was, he had repaid that constancy with suspicion.
With a strangled sound, he pulled a blank sheet of paper toward him and seized his quill.
Penelope, he wrote.
The ink blotted at once where his hand trembled.
I was a fool. A cruel and cowardly fool. I spoke out of fear and wounded vanity, and in so doing I turned the sweetest truth of my life into something ugly. Please believe—
He stopped.
The words looked inadequate before he had even finished them.
He crumpled the page and flung it toward the hearth.
Another followed. Then another.
Apology came easily enough in the abstract. The truth did not.
By evening there were half a dozen discarded drafts scattered about the room and not one line he could bear to send.
Across the square, Penelope sat at her own writing desk with far greater stillness, though not, perhaps, with any greater peace.
Her chamber was quiet, the late light dimming gently beyond the curtains. Before her lay a blank sheet of paper, a waiting inkwell, and the power she had so long cultivated in secret.
A few lines. That was all it would take.
A few measured strokes of the pen, and the coming issue of Lady Whistledown’s Society Papers could announce to the Ton what the Featheringtons and Bridgertons did not yet know:
that the engagement between Mr. Colin Bridgerton and Miss Penelope Featherington had ended almost before it had properly begun.
She stared at the blank page.
She wanted to write it.
Wanted the clean violence of it.
The certainty.
The finality.
Wanted to strike first and spare herself the slower humiliation of waiting for Colin to gather his courage and do what he had implied he must.
But she did not reach for the quill.
Instead she sat back, pressing her fingers lightly to the cool wood of the desk, and let reason assert itself over injury.
If Whistledown printed the broken engagement before any public notice had been made, the implication would be immediate and catastrophic. Only two people knew the truth at present: herself and Colin. If the news appeared in print tomorrow morning, Queen Charlotte would not need an hour to arrive at the conclusion Penelope had guarded for years.
It was a trap, then, though not the kind Colin had imagined.
She could not expose the end of the engagement until he made it public first.
And Colin, coward that he was being at present, had not made it public at all. He had hidden himself behind silence and left her suspended in a humiliating limbo from which she had no clean escape.
Penelope set down the quill she had not realized she had picked up.
Very well.
If Mr. Bridgerton could not bring himself to act, she would force the matter into motion another way.
She rose and crossed to the window, looking out over the square toward the stately facade of Bridgerton House. The curtains of one upper room were drawn back. His study, perhaps. She imagined him there, pacing or brooding or doing whatever it was men did when their own words came back to haunt them.
Her expression hardened.
Fortunately, Lady Danbury was giving a ball soon.
Over the next week, Colin turned his study into something perilously close to a cell of his own construction.
Each morning he wrote to her.
At first, his letters were clumsy, crowded with apology. Then they grew more honest, if no less desperate. He wrote of shame. Of love. Of the blindness that had led him to strike at the very person whose regard he prized above all others. He wrote until the heel of his hand was stained with ink and the morning light had shifted on the carpet.
Each letter he sent by a footman he trusted.
Each afternoon the man returned.
Sometimes the letters came back unopened.
Sometimes they were accompanied by a note in Mrs. Varley’s severe hand informing Mr. Bridgerton that Miss Featherington was indisposed.
The phrasing never changed. The effect somehow worsened each time.
By the seventh day Colin scarcely resembled himself.
He slept little. He ate when reminded. His cravats were tied carelessly, his jaw often shadowed by the neglect of a razor, and beneath his eyes lay the bruised fatigue of a man who had spent a week wrestling with the full knowledge of his own stupidity. The ring remained in his waistcoat pocket by day and on the desk before him at night, as though he could neither bear to keep it hidden nor endure to place it fully out of sight.
His family noticed.
Benedict asked once, with unusual seriousness, whether some creditor had risen from the dead to plague him.
Hyacinth informed him at breakfast that he looked “positively tragic.”
Gregory, less tactful, wondered aloud whether engaged men always became so grim.
Colin deflected them all and gave nothing away.
He could not seek Anthony’s counsel. He could not confess to Benedict over brandy. He could not even throw himself fully into family life for fear that one careless moment might expose the truth he still protected with miserable loyalty.
For he had not betrayed Penelope’s secret. Not to Violet. Not to his brothers. Not even in the privacy of his own anger had he contemplated exposing her to anyone else.
The knowledge remained between them, sharp as glass.
And still she would not see him.
Across the square, Penelope had no intention of making the coming evening easy for him.
She stood before her looking glass while Rae fastened the last hooks of her gown. She had chosen the dress with care: a deep sapphire silk that gleamed rich and dark in the candlelight, neither bridal nor soft, but bold enough to draw the eye and keep it. It made her skin appear luminous and her hair all the warmer by contrast.
Rae lifted a pair of white silk gloves. “Your gloves, miss?”
Penelope’s gaze dropped to her left hand.
The indentation from the Bridgerton ring had nearly vanished now.
“No,” she said.
Rae hesitated. “Miss?”
“No gloves tonight.”
A faint widening of the maid’s eyes was the only sign of surprise she allowed herself. An unmarried young lady, an engaged one especially, did not normally go barehanded to a formal ball. The omission was small enough to remain within the outer bounds of propriety, yet bold enough to invite comment.
Exactly so.
Rae bowed her head. “Very well, miss.”
The carriage ride to Danbury House was an exercise in discipline.
Penelope kept her hands folded beneath the dark velvet of her cloak while Portia chatted happily beside her about flowers, guest lists, and whether Lady Danbury’s ballroom might offer some inspiration for the wedding breakfast. Penelope answered where necessary and let the rest pass over her unheard.
Only once they were announced and entered the crush of Lady Danbury’s foyer did she remove her cloak.
Then she stepped into the ballroom with her hands plainly visible.
The effect was not immediate. For a few minutes the music, laughter, and constant glitter of movement disguised everything. Penelope moved at her mother’s side, smiling where politeness demanded, answering greetings, nodding to old acquaintances.
Then Lady Cowper looked down.
The woman’s painted mouth parted slightly. Her fan, half-raised, froze in place.
Lady Fife was next. Then Lord Cho. Then a matron Penelope could not name but who had long possessed a gift for transporting gossip across a room with nothing more than a turn of the head and a lifted brow.
The whispers spread with astonishing speed.
Where was the ring?
Where was Mr. Bridgerton?
Had there been some difficulty?
Penelope kept her expression unruffled even as awareness prickled across her skin from every direction. The string quartet continued without pause, but beneath it she could feel the hum of speculation swelling louder by the minute.
Good, she thought, though her heartbeat had begun to pound treacherously hard.
Let them wonder.
Let the whispers gather until Colin was forced to choose. Let him step forward and end the matter cleanly, publicly, honorably. Let him have the release he had all but claimed to want.
She turned slightly, scanning the ballroom for the inevitable sight of him at her periphery.
What she found instead stole the breath from her chest.
He was already there.
Colin stood near the terrace doors, half in shadow, his gaze fixed entirely upon her. The sight of him sent a sharp and unwilling pang through her.
He looked wretched.
The effortless polish the Ton expected of Colin Bridgerton was nowhere to be seen tonight. His cravat was tied with evident haste. Fatigue had sharpened the lines of his face, and the familiar brightness in his expression had been replaced by something darker, deeper, altogether more dangerous.
His eyes fell to her left hand.
For one long moment he did not move.
Then something in him changed.
The devastation she had expected to see in his face vanished, replaced by a focus so intense it made her pulse leap. He pushed away from the wall and began to walk toward her, not by the edges of the room as a prudent gentleman might have done, but directly across the crowded floor.
The crowd parted for him.
Penelope’s fingers curled slightly at her sides.
No, she thought, her composure slipping for the first time that evening. No. That is not what you are meant to do.
He did not slow.
He passed Lady Cowper, whose eyes widened shamelessly. He ignored the watchful attention of dowagers, debs, and half the eligible men in the room. He did not so much as pretend not to see them.
He came to a stop directly before her.
Portia Featherington drew in a startled breath.
Colin bowed, but only barely, the movement more instinct than courtesy. Before either Penelope or her mother could speak, he reached for her hand.
His fingers closed around her bare left hand with a steadiness that belied the emotion blazing in his face.
“Miss Featherington,” he said, his voice pitched just high enough to carry to those nearest them. “They are playing our waltz.”
“Colin,” Penelope whispered, her eyes flashing to the ringless hand he still held in his own. “Everyone is staring.”
His gaze did not leave her face. “Let them.”
Then, with a certainty so absolute it admitted no resistance, he drew her toward the center of the floor.
The music seemed to swell around them. Conversation did not cease entirely, but it dulled to a hush, the attention of the room following them as surely as candlelight followed polished crystal.
He placed one hand at her waist and lifted the other to guide her into the dance.
He held her a fraction closer than strict propriety required.
Penelope looked up at him, furious and shaken in equal measure. “You are ruining my plan,” she hissed beneath the turn of the dance.
“Your plan was idiotic,” he returned softly.
She would have bristled at the word if not for the fact that his voice cracked on it, the strain of the week written plainly in those few syllables.
He turned her with smooth precision, drawing her back toward him before continuing, “Did you truly imagine I would stand by and watch you cast off my ring before half the Ton without protest?”
“You wanted freedom,” she shot back. “I merely offered it to you.”
He laughed once, though there was no amusement in it. “Freedom? Is that what you believed?”
“You accused me of trapping you.”
The words nearly unbalanced him.
For a heartbeat his grip tightened at her waist. Then it gentled again, his eyes searching hers with a desperation he no longer seemed capable of disguising.
“I accused you because I was a fool,” he said. “Because I was hurt and proud and afraid, and I reached for cruelty when I should have fallen at your feet and begged forgiveness.”
The honesty of it struck her more forcefully than anger would have done.
He guided her through another turn, never once faltering in the dance.
“I do not care for the opinion of every gossiping soul in this room,” he went on, quieter now, though no less intense. “I do not care for wounded pride, or injured vanity, or whatever notion of masculine dignity I thought I was defending. I care for you.”
Penelope’s throat tightened.
He looked as though the admission cost him nothing now, though she knew it had cost him everything.
“I care for the woman who wrote to me when I felt most alone in the world,” he said. “I care for the woman who saw me before I had learned to see myself. I care for the woman who loved me while I blundered about blind as a fool, and I will not let her go because I was too weak, for one monstrous moment, to bear the full force of who she is.”
Her eyes stung.
She had not intended to cry. Not here. Not before all of Mayfair.
But the tears gathered anyway, brightening her vision as they moved through the candlelit center of the floor.
“Colin,” she said faintly, and there was no strategy left in it.
His expression softened then, though the fierce devotion remained.
Without breaking the rhythm of the waltz, he released her hand for one perilous instant and reached into his waistcoat pocket.
When he drew out the ring, a collective murmur rose from the nearest observers.
Portia made a startled sound that was half gasp, half prayer.
Penelope stared at the gleam of gold resting against his fingers.
“Colin,” she whispered, panic and longing tangling painfully together.
But he had already taken her left hand once more.
His thumb brushed lightly over her knuckles, a touch so reverent it made her chest ache.
“You are not a burden,” he said, and though his voice was low, it carried the weight of an oath. “You are not a mistake, nor a trap, nor any cruelty my fear tried to make of you.”
Then, before half the Ton and all of her own crumbling defenses, Colin Bridgerton slid the ring back onto her finger.
The stone flashed brilliantly beneath the ballroom candles.
A rustle of astonishment moved through the crowd.
He drew her closer still, his forehead lowering for the briefest, most reckless instant until it nearly touched hers.
“If you thought,” he said, the words meant for her alone now, “that a week of silence and one bare hand would persuade me to stop loving you, then even Lady Whistledown has overestimated herself.”
Penelope’s breath caught.
The dance carried them onward.
Around them the ballroom remained suspended in collective wonder, the music spinning on, the candles blazing, the whispers gathering anew, but at the center of it all there was only Colin, only the warmth of his hand at her waist and the impossible, terrifying return of hope.
And yet the wound still lay between them.
The ring was back upon her hand.
That did not mean she had forgiven him.