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1. (Abscond with [Me), Deserter] by iwasthere

   Fandoms: ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Manga), ゴールデンカムイ | Golden Kamuy (Anime)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Koito Otonoshin/Tsukishima Hajime
   • Koito Otonoshin
   • Tsukishima Hajime
   • Post-Canon
   • Alternate Ending
   • Beta Read
   • Canon Compliant
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Hopeful Ending
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Pining
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • tsurumi haunts the narrative
   • Romantic Tension
   • Sexual Tension
   • dramatic comedy comedic drama
   • Complicated Relationships
   • Healing
   • Character Study
   • Past Character Death
   • Eventual Sex
   • Switching
   • Gentle Kissing
   • Hand Jobs
   • Mutual Masturbation
   • Blow Jobs
   • Flashbacks
   • Guilt
   • Slow Burn
   • Falling In Love
   • Intercrural Sex
   • slight praise kink
   • Frottage
   • Finding One's Worth
   • Embarrassment
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • sort of a sick fic also
   • ok that's it for the tags find out the rest inside

   Summary

   The air was thick with phantom soot. The sea winds from the shore rose up the hill and down their throats. Ghosts behind their backs. Arms drawn in their eyes.
   Why was Koito failing so to make Tsukishima see?

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   English

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