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1. I try to break out and take a new shape (The old melody keeps me safe) by caumet

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   18 Mar 2026

   Tags

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Rose Landry
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Good Friend Rose Landry
   • Shane Hollander & Rose Landry Friendship
   • Coming Out
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Soft Ilya Rozanov
   • Mild Sexual Content
   • Dissociation
   • Shane Hollander Gets Therapy
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence

   Summary

   Shane finds himself in a place he never thought he would end up.
   Struggling to find his purpose, and wondering why hockey isn't enough anymore.
   He fears that to protect himself, he may have to leave it all behind him.

   Or: Shane Hollander is fucking tired, and he has to tell the people he loves about it.

   Language:

   English

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