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"No, I just never really got the sex talk. It was the 90's and everyone was on anything and everything," McKay rubs at her knee, and reaches for the remote to pause the movie. "He was older, I wasn't. First times aren't going to be great. If you're lucky, it'll be decent. One-night stands aren't all that amazing because it's like starting at square one, figuring out what they like, what you want from them."
"Maybe I'll just sleep with a girl instead. I guess, I just want…" To be cared for, to be held, she guesses. She doesn't know what she really wants out of sex. She doesn't want it to be a mistake, for her to be that bad of a hookup, that they'll recount to their friends as a funny story. She pulls her knees into her chest as she feels a well of anxiety building up in her. "I don't actually know what I want."
Victoria turns back to the paused screen, eyes locked with a disgusted Phoebe Cates. Feeling the judgment burned onto the flesh above her heart.
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Victoria makes some mistakes and learns to live without regrets; it just takes a bit of time.