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1. The Quiet after by AstraeaXAccalia

   Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   20 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley/Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley & Christopher Diaz & Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Christopher Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Heavy Angst
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Depression
   • Trauma
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Overdosing
   • Self-Harm
   • Cardiopulmonary Resuscitation
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Protective Eddie Diaz (9-1-1 TV)
   • Hurt Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz Loves Evan "Buck" Buckley
   • Eddie Diaz Needs a Hug (9-1-1 TV)
   • Whump
   • Evan "Buck" Buckley Whump
   • Pre-Relationship
   • Panic
   • Found Family
   • Guilt
   • Near Death Experiences
   • Kidnapping
   • Episode: s09e14 DIY (9-1-1 TV)
   • Post-Episode: s09e13 Mother's Boy (9-1-1 TV)

   Summary

   Not enough…

   The cap clicks open.

   Pills spill into his palm—
   more than he needs.
   more than he should.

   He swallows them anyway.

   or

   Buck says he’s fine. He always does. Until he isn’t.

   Good thing Eddie knows better.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

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