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1. ✩I Tried to Fix Myself, but I Didn’t Think✩ by Awesomest_Fish

   Fandoms: Hermitcraft SMP, Life Series | 3rd Life SMP Series  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • No category
   • Complete Work

   20 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Rendog (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Dog Hybrid Rendog (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Self-Harm
   • Past Abuse
   • Experimentation
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Rendog Needs a Hug (Video Blogging RPF)
   • Not RPF
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Panic Attacks
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • author needs a hug
   • why is that not a tag
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Leith Ross' Music
   • I Wrote This While Listening to Esha Tewari’s Music
   • Short One Shot
   • Not Canon Compliant
   • Headcanon
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Title From an Alex G Song
   • Song: Pretend (Alex G)

   Summary

   Ren is woken by a nightmare of his past.
   One he’s had too many times.
   He needs to get rid of the memories.

   Or, Ren has a ptsd panic attack and uh you read the tags so hopefully know what comes next.
   (Based off a headcanon me and my friend share)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   628

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Kudos:

   7

   Hits:

   56