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1. I'm not what you want me to be (but I will be) by Threefates654

   Fandoms: The Boys (TV 2019)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M, Gen, M/M
   • Work in Progress

   28 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Billy Butcher/Original Male Character(s)
   • Billy Butcher/The Deep | Kevin
   • Other Relationship Tags to Be Added
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • The Deep | Kevin
   • Billy Butcher
   • Grace Mallory
   • Original Characters
   • Judy Atkinson | Billy Butcher's Aunt
   • Terror | Billy Butcher's Dog
   • Other Character Tags to Be Added
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Self-Insert
   • Worldbuilding
   • Slow Burn
   • Science Inaccuracies
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Billy Butcher Being an Asshole
   • Sensory Overload
   • Having Gills On The Torso Would Cause Sensory Issues
   • Possessive Billy Butcher
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Canon-Typical Violence
   • Bisexual Billy Butcher
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
   • Fluff and Angst
   • Self-Indulgent
   • Pre-Canon
   • at least at first
   • Age Difference
   • Kevin Wants Nothing To Do With The Plot
   • Billy Won't Leave Him Alone Though
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Maybe Out Of Character Billy

   Summary

   When realizing where he was, Kevin tried to do the smart thing and have nothing to do with the plot. Instead he followed the passion that followed him from his past life.

   Unfortunately, the plot and Billy Butcher had different ideas.

   Who knew following your dream would lead to this?

   (The Self Insert into The Deep that literally no one was asking for)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,304

   Chapters:

   4/?

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