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Zanka is aware of everything that’s happening. That might be the worst part.
He understands where he is, what’s being done to him, all of it. The knowledge sits there, untouched by the haze dragging the rest of him down. He can feel the way his body reacts, the way it tenses or shifts without waiting for his command. It’s small things at first, easy to miss, easy to excuse, but they keep happening.
There’s a delay between his thoughts and his actions, a gap he just can’t seem to cross. He can feel the urge to move, to pull away, to resist somehow, but he doesn’t follow them. Not because he doesn’t want to.
But because, for some reason, wanting isn’t enough.