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1. shake me up, find me an answer in this nightmare by sunsetlightsout

   Fandoms: Original Work, Quaerere Haven  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   30 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Logyn Anurak/Akiko Fukuhara
   • Autumn Silver (Akigyn)
   • Logyn Anurak and Akiko Fukuhara
   • Logyn Anurak and Ezekiel Lancelot Ferdinand
   • Ezekiel Lancelot Ferdinand and Akiko Fukuhara
   • Alvea | Seraph of Somnia/Wraen | Kestrel of Redamancy (Implied)
   • Akiko Fukuhara
   • Logyn Anurak
   • Ezekiel Lancelot Ferdinand
   • London Willow Russell (Mentioned)
   • Maximilienn "Ienn" Mendoza (Mentioned)
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Original Character(s)
   • Minor Original Character(s)
   • Akiko needs a hug
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Hallucinations
   • author tried her best
   • its been super long since i wrote anything
   • Medicine
   • Herbs used as medicine ?
   • Eze my nonchalant king but he is a caring friend anyway
   • Reincarnation
   • Reincarnation as in they r vessels of gods
   • no beta we die like all the gods
   • Whump
   • Blood and Injury
   • Blood and Gore
   • Body Horror
   • Mutual Pining
   • between Akiko and Logyn
   • Ezekiel lowkey is a thirdwheel

   Summary

   But Akiko's not hurting herself, she’s doing herself a favour. The pain is temporary, but if this weird phenomena continues on, she’s afraid she won’t be able to keep living with herself, and this strange illness has removed all her access to Reverie — her place of solace, her catharsis. This was the only form of escapism she could give herself right now, to eliminate the torment.

   Series

   • Part 1 of Quaerere Haven Archives

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