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Jax wakes up in her room. The floors fixed now. Kingers been teaching them how to ‘manifest’ things, which they’ve mostly been using to fix the circus.
In her spare time she has been maybe making a few outfits for her to try, she glances to her dresser… which is now gone… of course!
She’s the best at manifesting (other than kinger when he’s… sane). But that doesn’t mean it isn’t hard, and they’ve all had to deal with things suddenly disappear, and reappearing.
It’s annoying, but it’s fine! She can always just make another outfit. Did her model reset too? God damnit!
She stands up from out of bed, closes her eyes, takes a breath in and out. Then snaps. Imagining an outfit on her.
When she opens her eyes it’s on her, she walks to the light switch (because pomni said having a light on is ‘good’ or whatever.), and she looks in the mirror.
It’s basically what she imaged, it’s not as perfect as it was in her mind, but whatever. It’s a pink dress, overly detailed (covered with stars and clouds), with heels (that luckily in the circus aren’t very hard to walk in.), as well as long eyelashes. She knows gangle will like it, and the others will probably compliment it too to try and be nice or something.
She walks out of her room, ready for whatever they have planned for the day. It’ll probably be to fix the rest of the circus. There’s a lot of parts still with holes, especially in the places they don’t normally walk around. They always say they’re going to fix those places, but they never end up doing it.
She seems them in the distance on the couches. Ragatha, pomni, and kinger are sitting together. While gangle and Zooble are sitting on separate ones, next to the others.
Pomnis talking, but she can’t hear what from here. Then everyone goes quiet.
She can already tell from here that the vibe is extremely off.
But that’s never stopped her before! So she walks to them with the same amount of confidence as she definitely always has!!
They don’t even look up at her.
“Who died?” She smirked “besides you know” she tries to joke.
Ragatha looks up at her, giving her the sharpest glare. For a moment it softens, then gradually it builds up again.
Everyone looking at her like she’s crazy. Which like yeah- maybe if this was about Caine that was too soon. But obviously everyone else is fine! They’re all sitting here!
Zooble huffs. “Don’t even.” They speak sharply.
Jeez. Okay. Obviously SOMETHING happened.
She rolls her eyes, sitting down on the green couch next to gangle. Then looking at her. Gangle frowns, she looks at her, but then looks back… no compliment… fine whatever, it’s not like she was wearing this for HER! gangle just normally likes the outfit.
Zooble and ragatha are still glaring at her.
And she thinks she understands what’s going on. It’s a classic trope! Miscommunication, a trope that no one likes by the way!! She had probably set up a prank months and months ago and they just now ran into it, and think that she’s back to her old ways or whatever. Which means today has to be ANOTHER apology day. Which she hates, but like… it’s… kinda deserved or whatever.
“Okay” she then says “what happened.”
They just look at her.
Okay!! That’s not her fault!!! They tell her to communicate and they can’t even do that themselves!!
“What’d I do this time?” She smiles, trying to joke. But it’s still clearly not the time. And she just doesn’t understand what’s happening. Frustration builds up inside her, as her mind immediately jumps to the worst possible situation (they hate her. They think she’s dumb. They realized that she’s horrible. They think she’s a guy-)
WHICH IS DUMB! All of this is so dumb-!! If they just explained what’s happening then it’d all be fine!! It’s all fine!!!
“Can you just not-“ Zooble groans “we’re not just going to sit here and pretend like you didn’t do anything!!”
She looks side to side. No one speaks up.
“Uhhhh” she starts “I’m confused.”
“THE BUTTONS YOU- you tried to TRAP us here”
Are they… still on that…? Of course they are-… she already apologized (and it was very heartfelt, mind you!) what more do they want!! That was so long ago too-
She looks over at gangle, wasn’t she the one that said they shouldn’t fight about it. Why isn’t she saying anything right now?
“Are we really-“ she cuts herself off. She’s supposed to be ‘good’ or whatever now! But isn’t it all in the past-?? Maybe… kinda-??? No??
“YES! DONT YOU SIT THERE AND JUST ACT LIKE YOURE SO INNOCENT-“
She had to have missed something right-?? Surely-??!! It’s just some dumb miscommunication, so she definitely shouldn’t stress herself about it (why would she be stressed even if it wasn’t? She shouldn’t care what Zooble thinks! Oh god does she care what Zooble thinks-??! That’s so gross)
“Zooble…” gangle then says.
Jax sighs… finally.
“I-… there’s nothing we can do about this, it sucks… but arguing about it won’t help anything. I think the best thing we CAN do is be there for each other.”
“Gangles right.”
“I-…”
This is familiar.
Too familiar.
Is she being pranked-?? Maybe pranks do suck. Or the others just aren’t very funny.
“[$%!#] man-… I had dreams.”
.
Why did their curse get censored.
[$%!#].
Oh.
Oh no.
“I had dreams. Ambitions”
Jax couldn’t care less about what Zooble was saying because like-??? What-???? Surely not-??? That’s- it- huh-?????
Zooble continues to talk. But she doesn’t say a word. How can she???
There’s no shot she’s back in time, that’s insane- right???? That’s not the case.
“-Jax you know that includes you too right” Zooble then said her name. (Kinda her name?? She’s been thinking about changing it. She’s not really sure? On one hand it’s a thing a lot of people do, and maybe distancing herself from who she was could make her feel better? But on the other hand Jax is a pretty cool name, that’s why she chose it! She hasn’t really talked to the others about it. Ragatha would get super weird about calling her Jax if she did, and then she’d feel pressured on making a decision) wait what was Zooble saying-?? Jax wasn’t listening.
“Uh- ye-“ she tried to say.
Pop.
Caine.
He comes in screaming. It’s weird to hear his voice again. “TODAYS ADVENTURE WILL BE THE-“
“CAINE!” Zooble yells.
[$%!#].
“ACTUALLY-“ Jax buts in “we’d uh LOVE TO do an adventure Caine” she laughs nervously “so, yep!!! Lay it on us!!! right guys” she hopes they’re smart enough to get the hint, though she’s obviously mistaken.
They’re all looking at her in horror and shock, but luckily it buys enough time for Caine to go.
“Uh- oh really?” He clears his throat “I mean- YEAH!!! Time for another wonderful adventure!!!! By me!!!!…. Why do you look like that” He pops a portal in behind them, not before resting her [$%!#]ing character model!
“Yep!!! That’s-“ what is she meant to say??? Best to play it safe “going through it now- thanks-!!! Love you-“ nope why did she say that. She walks through whatever horrible adventure this is going to be-
Wait step back a second.
Caine is alive-
So it’s not a prank. It can’t be-??? Whatever!!! Literally whatever!!! It’s not her job to deal with this- it’s happening!!! So it’s whatever-!!!!
She steps through the portal to save her the embarrassment. As long as it’s not another ‘new’ torture adventure it’ll be fine-
…
It’s a dark and gloomy hotel. Okay not a good start. But probably better than losing her eyes and getting made into clay.
“What the [$%!#]” Zooble talks behind her “we stood up for you, are you just trying to betray us!”
See!! She was right!! It is a classic miscommunication!! Unlike the others, she will be very clear about what’s going on! Because she’s good now or something.
(Though it would be kinda funny to mess with them- especially when she knows she can shape the world with her thoughts! She KINDA knew it before, but she just thought it was another tell the world they lived in wasn’t real. That they weren’t. But they are real, she knows that now… so no pranks.)
“Okay this is gonna sound crazy”
The others are already looking at her like she is, so there’s no way she can blow it now!
“I think something glitched or something??? And I’m from the future. To me today happened like… months ago!” Maybe even a year ago-??? No months ago sounds better. Is she even making a good point?
They definitely don’t believe her.
“And why are you suddenly sucking up to Caine now”
“I’m not-!!!” She is though- “it’s not- okay so Caine got like super mad last time, and decided to torment us for weeks! I’m not going through that again, also I can’t-“ she looks down at all her hard work gone. Caine just reset her. But it doesn’t matter. She takes a breath and snaps. Putting back her (much cooler) clothes “better.”
“WAIT YOU DID THAT-????” Zooble screams.
Oh yeah, manifesting “yeah. It’s like… a thing, I don’t know kinger taught us how to do it” she 100% thought this statement would make her seem more crazy, but weirdly enough everyone gaze softens. Like they believe her more.
“I believe you” pomni then says (no shot it was that easy- not that she’s complaining!!)
“I just saved all of you from torment so” she grins at them.
“What happens in the future” ragatha then says. Looking her up and down (real subtle there).
“WAIT!!! Don’t tell us, or it may affect the past!!” Kinger then says. Whatever that means.
It wouldn’t hurt to mess with them a little bit- “well caines dead, also I’m a girl now”
“WHAT-??? How did that happen!!”
“Well I realized I was a girl” she couldn’t hold back her laugh. They waited- whatever!!! They’re no fun “anyways kinger like… killed him? I don’t know I wasn’t there really-“ she puts her hands behind her back “but never fear! Just follow my lead and I’m sure it’ll work out fine!!!” She takes charge. Last time she did this adventure it sucked, but hopefully after sweetening up Caine it’ll be fine-
She hopes-
She walks in front of them, not looking at their faces. It’s a lot to take in. A lot of apologies and… coming out. She really doesn’t want to do all of it again. But it’ll work itself out- or something. They’ll handle it. It’s not her problem.
“Hey…” gangle taps lightly on her shoulder. Oh god what is it- “I uh… like your outfit.”
Oh.
Hell yeah!