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Dean Winchester was everything to anyone but nothing to himself.
Having to be the parent for his little brother and a reliable son for his unstable father, Dean doesn’t have the luxury or time to figure out who he is and what he wants to do with his life. Though, he always believed that he would. Maybe after he put Sam through college, maybe after his dad finally decided to put his life back together, maybe after Sam leaves, maybe after Dean finally saved up enough money to leave —so many thought of maybe had passed by along with his years and youth that if Dean looked at himself in a mirror, all he could see are versions of what others needed from him.
Dean belonged to everyone but to himself. It terrified him, scared him, but he needed to go on. He couldn’t afford to break. Who would want him —need him— if he did?
“Kneel, Dean. Succumb and kneel, and I’ll raise you from perdition myself.”