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    The bottle was gone before he knew it, leaving him dizzy and sad. He held it upside down and shook it over his mouth, trying to find a few final drops, and sighed heavily. It hadn’t fixed anything. Of course it hadn’t. Fuck. Every time he closed his eyes he saw them, Rose fucking Landry with her hands up Shane’s shirt, like he belonged to her. Ilya supposed he did. And that thought hit like a blow to the head.

    It was real.

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    A rewrite of The end of S1E4 where Ilya takes a little too much after his mother

    TW: Attempted Suicide via OD

    PLS do not read if this will put you at risk, be safe out there <3

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