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1. I’ll put a bullet in my head (and I’m gone) by trash_meshe

   Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Rape/Non-Con
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Rape/Non-Con
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Brock Rumlow
   • not in a nice way - Relationship
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Brock Rumlow
   • Jack Rollins
   • Jasper Sitwell
   • John Garrett (Marvel)
   • Alexander Pierce
   • Brock Rumlow's Strike Team | Strike Team Alpha Members
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Rape/Non-con Elements
   • Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • Psychological Trauma
   • Bucky kinda doesn't understand that it's abuse
   • Hydra Trash Party (Marvel)
   • Diapers
   • Humiliation
   • Dehumanization
   • Self-Harm
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • Medical Trauma
   • Evil Brock Rumlow
   • I'm sorry for this one
   • not beta read we die like men
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat

   Summary

   After successfully finishing a mission, the Asset spends two days at a safehouse with the STRIKE team. Instead of having a party, the Hydra agents are busy stopping the Asset from committing suicide in every way he can think of.

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