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1. It was never enough by YourLocal_CoffeeCup

   Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

   • Mature
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   09 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • AveryTheMayo/Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • AveryTheMayo & Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Derek | d3rLord3 & The King In Yellow | Hastur (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • AveryTheMayo (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • The King In Yellow | Hastur (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Doomed Relationship
   • Doomed Timelines
   • Alternate Universe - Reincarnation
   • Doomed AveryTheMayo/Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • cope fic
   • No Beta We Die Like D3rLord3
   • Meeting for the first time
   • Avery needs a hug
   • Derek Needs a Hug
   • Hastur just is here
   • Hastur has enough of these gays
   • Angst
   • Angst and Hurt/Comfort
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Suicide Notes
   • Brainwashing

   Summary

   “Maybe I am sad. But just a little. I know I am making the right choice. Forgive me. I know you will, you’re like that, always forgiving everyone. You’re a kind person. I’m sure your mother will be proud of you. She wasn’t the greatest, was she? Heh… But you still love her like nobody else. As I said, you’re too kind. Avery, maybe if we meet in another life, which I doubt, there are countless possibilities, countless lifetimes, countless timelines… But if we ever meet each other again, make sure I don’t have to say goodbye. I am a little selfish, aren’t I? I know. See you around, friend.”

   Who knew that dreams could come true. I'll find you Derek, and save you.

   ///

   Or: Avery thinks he time-travelled but he ended up in a parallel universe and things are not as it seems. Also why is Hastur inside his mind now?!

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   841

   Chapters:

   1/?

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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