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1. cancer (walk the long road with me) by joykiller for sakusakuabe

   Fandoms: Panic! at the Disco  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   19 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Ryan Ross/Brendon Urie
   • Ryan Ross
   • Brendon Urie
   • Grace Urie
   • Angst
   • Cancer
   • Terminal Illnesses
   • im emo ok
   • OOC
   • POV First Person

   Summary

   “Mothers will be mothers,” Ryan repeats, amused. I must’ve struck a chord with him. “Sons will be sons, treated like daughters.”

   “And boys will be boys,” I add. Are we finally having an intellectual conversation?

   “We communicate best inebriated,” he proclaims through a wheeze, forgoing his usual eloquence. He clutches his stomach, sinks into my shoulder, and anchors his hands to my waist. There’s loud bass and chit-chat and the beating of about a dozen hearts, but I hear mine the loudest, and faintly, Ryan’s quickening pulse right next to my ear.

   Ryan Ross is a dream I never want to wake up from.

   Or: Brendon has 2 months left.

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   English

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