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1. I Never Thought That I Was Worth It, Did You? by marselsson

   Fandoms: One Piece (Anime & Manga)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Gen
   • Work in Progress

   21 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Haruta & Whitebeard Pirates
   • Haruta & Thatch (One Piece)
   • Fushichou Marco | Phoenix Marco & Haruta
   • Haruta (One Piece)
   • Whitebeard Pirates
   • Shirohige | Whitebeard | Edward Newgate
   • Fushichou Marco | Phoenix Marco
   • Thatch (One Piece)
   • Izou (One Piece)
   • Portgas D. Ace
   • Original One Piece Character(s)
   • Tenryuubito (One Piece)
   • (mentioned)
   • Haruta is a Little Shit (One Piece)
   • haruta needs a hug
   • haruta has selfworth issues
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Esteem Issues
   • Self-Hatred
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • the happy ending is in chap 2
   • Good Parent Shirohige | Whitebeard | Edward Newgate
   • Protective Shirohige | Whitebeard | Edward Newgate
   • Protective Whitebeard Pirates (One Piece)
   • Whitebeard Pirates as Family (One Piece)
   • Protective Fushichou Marco | Phoenix Marco
   • Thatch (One Piece) is a Good Sibling
   • Protective Thatch (One Piece)
   • New World (One Piece)
   • Haruta-centric
   • celestial dragons mentioned

   Summary

   Haruta doesn't think he is worth being part of the crew - no one knows about this of course.
   When they sail through a storm, and he is left alone for a long time, old feelings come back, and it starts to be too hard to live.
   He tries to end it, but it just ends with him finally understanding what a family actually is.

   (SUICIDE, IMPLIED AND SHOWN (not that greatly explained) SELFHARM, with a happy ending tho)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,393

   Chapters:

   1/2

   Comments:

   10

   Kudos:

   16

   Bookmarks:

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