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1. how you loved me then by foxriverblues

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Anya | Ilya Rozanov's Dog
   • Yuna Hollander
   • David Hollander
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jean-Jacques Boiziau | J. J. Dagenais
   • Farah Jalali
   • Scott Hunter (Game Changers)
   • Kip Grady
   • Coma
   • Major Character Injury
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Medical Inaccuracies
   • medical anxiety
   • Brain Injury
   • memory struggles
   • Scott/Kip if you squint (referenced but not really shown)
   • they're really not in the fic much at all other than like... canon to what Shane and Ilya's experience with them is in HR
   • Coming Out
   • the Author does not know hockey specifics but she is Trying her Best
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • I'm coming to the cottage

   Summary

   Shane Hollander has everything. A loving husband, a settled routine, and a life that finally makes sense. And then he wakes up.

   Or: The hit Shane takes during the game vs. Boston leaves him in a coma, where he spends four years with Ilya by his side, building their life together. When he wakes up and learns that none of it was real, he’s left to face a reality that no longer matches what he knows.

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