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The air in the Todoroki study was thin and still, like the moments before a storm breaks. It was a room that rejected the very idea of comfort. Every surface was polished to a shine, smelling of expensive cedar, old paper, and that faint, acrid undertone of dry metal. It was the scent of a man who didn't just live in the house, but claimed every corner of it.
Shouto stood past the threshold, his skates slung over his shoulder. The heavy steel blades knocked against his collarbone with a thud that felt like a countdown. He had just finished a grueling four-hour session on the private home rink. A slab of ice that felt less like a training ground and more like a stage for a silent interrogation. His muscles were screaming, his movements locked into the stiff, guarded posture he always held when he was trying to keep his balance around his father.
Enji didn't bother to look up from the sprawling sheets on his desk. He didn't need to see Shouto to evaluate him. For four hours, he had sat in the darkened observation room, listening. He could tell by the specific snick of the blade’s pick and the hollow resonance of the landing if Shouto was wasting his potential.
"The Nagano elite training camp starts tomorrow," Enji finally said. His voice was a rumble that seemed to vibrate the very floorboards beneath Shouto’s feet. "The instructors are competent enough. Don't waste the ice time I'm paying for."
He finally looked up. His eyes looked less like a father's and more like a coach calculating a score.
"You are seventeen, Shouto," Enji continued, his voice hardening as he measured the boy’s height against the expectations of the world. "At your age, I was already breaking national records. You have reached the threshold where potential must become dominance. There is no more room for 'growing pains.'"
Shouto’s grip tightened on the leather laces of his skates until the blood left his knuckles. The metal blades bit into his palm, a sharp, grounding pain. He thought of the quiet, empty hallways of the house. He thought of his mother’s room, a place Enji treated like a deleted file. The rebellion rose in his throat, cold and sharp as a shard of ice.
“You are the only thing in this house worth the investment. Don't make me regret it."
He didn't blink. He didn't move. He simply looked into the fire of his father’s eyes.
"I don't want to go."
The ticking of the clock stopped, or perhaps Shouto’s heart simply drowned it out.
Enji’s hand, which had been reaching for a fountain pen, stilled. The room went dead quiet.
Slowly, Enji rose from his chair. He loomed, his massive frame blotting out the light from the hallway until Shouto was standing entirely in his shadow. He leaned forward, bracing his palms on the mahogany desk, the wood groaning under the weight of his suppressed fury.
"You don't want to go?" Enji repeated. The words were low, dangerously calm, like the hiss of a fuse. "You speak of 'want' as if your life belongs to you. As if the years I have spent molding you were a suggestion."
He stepped around the desk and stopped barely an inch from his son. Then he looked down with a gaze that had broken world records and rivals alike.
"You will go." Enji began, his voice dropping into a rasping snarl.
He paused. "You are the only child I have left. I have spent a fortune on your ice time and coaching since you were old enough to walk."
He reached out, his thick fingers catching Shouto’s chin, forcing the boy to look up.
"If you cannot dominate a mere summer camp in the Alps, if you cannot crush a few city-bred amateurs under your heel, then you have no place in the Olympic qualifiers. You have no place in this name."
Shouto didn't flinch. Instead, he tilted his head back, his eyes widening with a piercing clarity. In that moment, the way the light caught the silver in his hair and the stubborn set of his jaw wasn't Shouto’s at all.
The look was too familiar, holding an unbreakable loathing that Enji hadn't seen in this house since the day his wife left it.
For a fraction of a second, Enji’s expression fractured. The fire in his eyes flickered out, replaced by a hollow. His fingers twitched against Shouto’s chin as if he’d been burned by the very ice he sought to control, and his hand dropped away entirely. He looked toward the darkened corner of the study, his jaw working silently, haunted by the vacuum he had created.
But then, the heat returned with a vengeance. Enji’s eyes snapped shut for a heartbeat, and when they opened, the fracture was sealed behind a wall of reinforced steel. He shoved his hands into his pockets, turning his back on Shouto as if the boy were no longer there.
"Get out of my sight," Enji commanded, his voice now as flat and emotionless as a tombstone. "The car leaves at five a.m. If you aren't in it, I will consider your career and your place in this house forfeited."
As Shouto turned to leave, he realized his father wasn't sending him to Nagano to train. He was sending him away because he couldn't stand to look at him. He swallowed, the skin of his jaw still aching where his father’s thumb had dug in. Shouto didn't wait for a rebuttal. He turned on his heel, his skates swinging violently against his back, and retreated from the room before his composure could break completely.
The heavy oak door clicked shut, sealing the heat inside. Shouto stood in the hall, his chest heaving. His pulse was beating against the walls of his throat, and the air out here felt too thick, too dry, still smelling of Enji.
He coughed, his eyes watering, the metallic tang of fear and fury hot in the back of his mouth. He felt small. He felt suffocated. He felt like he was drowning in a home that was supposedly his sanctuary.
He straightened up, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, his eyes burning with frustration. He didn't go to the kitchen. He didn't seek out his siblings. He walked down the hall, his bare footsteps heavy on the polished floorboards as he headed to his room.
Shouto pulled his duffel bag from the closet and threw it onto the bed. The movement was devoid of his usual grace. He grabbed his training gear—the compression layers, the thermal socks, the spare laces—and shoved them into the bag.
He reached the bottom of the drawer, and his fingers brushed against a small, soft bundle. He paused, his breath hitching. It was an old, faded knit cap that was pale blue, the color of a winter sky. Rei had given it to him during one of their few "normal" outings before the world turned to glass.
He squeezed the fabric, the wool rough against his palm. He didn't pack it. He couldn't risk Enji seeing it, couldn't risk the scent of home being crushed by the high-altitude pressure of Nagano. He tucked it back under his shirts, a secret buried in the dark.
He pulled the zipper closed with a snap.
He sat on the edge of his bed, the room falling into a shadow as the sun dipped below the horizon. Five a.m. was only a few hours away. He stared at his skates, the steel blades gleaming in the moonlight, and felt a cold, hard resolve settle in his chest.
If he was going to be a weapon, he would be one his father couldn't control. He would go to Nagano. He would skate. But he wouldn't do it for the name on the roster. He would do it because, on the ice, he could move so fast that even his father couldn't catch him.
* * *
The car ride from the estate had been five hours of suffocating silence, punctuated only by the low hum of the heater that Shouto eventually turned off just to feel the bite of the mountain air.
When the black sedan finally pulled to a halt, the sheer scale of the facility loomed over him like a physical weight.
Shouto stepped out, the gravel crunching under his boots with a sound like breaking bone. The air here was thin, tasting of snow and cedar, so sharp it felt like inhaling needles. He slung his bag over his shoulder, his posture instantly locking into the rigid line Enji had spent seventeen years perfecting.
He knew what he looked like to the scouts and coaches watching from the balconies. He was built on precision and silence. He didn't look at the other skaters unloading their gear. He didn't acknowledge the nervous whispers that followed the Todoroki name.
As he walked toward the main entrance, his reflection caught in the towering glass walls. He saw a boy with two-toned hair and a face that felt like a mask, an extension of his father's will. He was here to be the best.
Inside, the lobby opened up toward the main arena. Through the heavy plexiglass, the shimmer of the empty ice sheet caught the light. To everyone else here, that surface was a battlefield. To Shouto, it was the only place where the world went quiet.
He had spent his first forty-five minutes in the facility undergoing the soul-stripping efficiency of registration. He moved through the motions—weigh-ins, gear checks, the signing of waivers—with the practiced apathy of a prisoner who had memorized the guards' schedule.
By the time he stepped onto the ice for the warm-up, the Nagano rink smelled of stale coffee and worn leather. The air inside caught in the back of his throat, dry and frigid, but Shouto didn’t mind. He leaned into it. He liked the numbness because it was a familiar blanket that smothered the spark of rebellion he’d felt in his father’s study. The cold made it easier to be the obedient tool Enji had sent here to be sharpened.
He took his place at the end of the line for the opening assembly, his back perfectly straight, his gloved hands clasped behind him. His eyes were fixed on a singular point on the far wall, a tiny blemish in the concrete that he turned into his entire world.
Just be the masterpiece, he told himself. Don't be a person. Just be the score.
Then, the ice screamed.
It wasn't a sound Shouto recognized. In his world, blades hummed like a low prayer or hissed like a secret, the result of perfect, friction-less edges. But this was a violent, percussive rip. It was the sound of steel declaring a blood feud against the rink.
Shouto’s gaze drifted, the disciplined stance his father had beaten into him finally fracturing. He turned his head, and that’s when he saw the source of the carnage.
The boy was tearing across the center ice, oblivious to the fact that the session hadn't officially started. He was declaring war on the very physics of the rink. He was a blur of ash-blonde, moving so fast his compression gear looked like it was vibrating.
Shouto’s breath hitched, the frozen air suddenly sticking in his throat. He had spent his entire life in the company of perfect skaters who were mannequins of technicality, moving with grace. He knew what excellence looked like.
But this boy was something else entirely. He wasn't a masterpiece but a beautiful explosion of life.
He was rowdy. His movements weren't flowing with grace. They were explosive, and filled with a terrifying, beautiful rage that made the quiet of the arena feel like a lie. Every stride was a percussion, a heavy assault that echoed off the high rafters.
When he launched into a Triple Axel from a forward outside edge, he didn't float with the ethereal lightness the coaches demanded. He conquered the air. He snatched it, twisting his body into a rotation so tight and fast it looked like a literal spark might fly off the steel of his blades. It was a visual scream. Shouto found his eyes widening, his pupils dilating as he tracked the blonde's trajectory. He had never seen anyone fight the sky like that.
The landing was brutal. A resonant thud that should have shattered his ankles and ended in a career ending fall.
But the boy didn't fall. He forced the edge of his blade to hold with stubborn arrogance, his teeth bared in a snarl directed at no one and everyone at once. Shouto felt a magnetic pull in the center of his chest, a sensation so sharp it bordered on pain.
For the first time, Shouto found himself wanting to hear more. He couldn't tear his eyes away. He was mesmerized by the life radiating off the stranger.
It was more than admiration. It was the realization that someone could skate with absolute, terrifying freedom.
"Back to the boards! Line up for individual assessments!"
The head instructor’s voice cracked across the arena like a whip. The sound hit the high, vaulted rafters and bounced back with a sharp, metallic resonance.
Shouto felt a panicked stutter against his ribs. It was a physical reflex ingrained by years of reacting to Enji’s barks. His face remained a mask of marble, but his pulse was frantic.
The boy on the ice, however, didn't seem to have a flinch in his body. He didn't stop immediately. Instead, he chose to ignore the command for three more seconds of defiance. He carved one more aggressive, deep-edge turn, spraying a glittering curtain of ice shavings against the plexiglass with a sound like shattering glass, before finally gliding toward the line with a huff of adrenaline.
As the skaters shuffled into their designated places, the air around Shouto began to change. He shifted his weight, maintaining his perfect posture, and realized he was standing only three people away from the blonde.
Up close, the sensation was nothing short of overwhelming. To Shouto, who had spent his life in a household of calculated, stifling heat, the boy’s energy was something different. It wasn't the heat of a furnace, but the heat of a forest fire. It was palpable, a physical wave of raw vitality that sliced through the rink’s artificial chill and made the hair on Shouto’s arms stand on end.
The boy couldn't stay still. He shifted his weight from foot to foot, the steel of his blades clacking impatiently against the thick rubber matting. He crossed his arms, his jaw working as he muttered a raspy 'Hurry the hell up' under his breath, shooting a glare so lethal at a girl who accidentally bumped his elbow that she nearly tripped over her own guards. Every other skater in line was a portrait of practiced discipline. But this boy looked ready to jump the boards.
He chewed on his lower lip, his teeth sharp and white, and every time an instructor lingered too long over a student’s technical sheet, a low, frustrated grumble vibrated in his throat. It was a sound of pure, unbridled impatience, a growl that suggested he might simply erupt if he weren't allowed to move again soon.
To Shouto, who had been taught that silence was safety and stillness was perfection, this display of raw, unfiltered emotion was terrifying. Yet, he couldn't stop his heart from syncing its rhythm to the boy’s restless energy. He realized that the perfect silence of the rink felt like a vacuum, and this boy was the only thing screaming for air.
Despite the obvious fury simmering just beneath the surface of his skin, he stayed. It was a contradiction that Shouto found himself dissecting with an intensity that bordered on hunger. The blonde was rowdy, a chaotic element in a room of glass.
But he didn't break rank.
He was patient in a way that spoke of an obsessive discipline. A kind of dedication that Shouto recognized from his own reflection, though it was fueled by a different fire. He wanted his turn. He wanted to be seen, not as a legacy or a name on a roster, but as a force of nature. He wanted to win so badly that he was willing to endure the agonizing torture of standing still, his body vibrating like a bowstring pulled to its absolute limit.
And here, standing just feet away, was someone who seemed made entirely of light and noise—a sun that didn't care who it blinded. The boy was a walking explosion, merely waiting for the signal to detonate again.
The instructor moved down the line, the sound of his pen scratching against a clipboard drawing closer and closer. As the man approached, the blonde boy’s posture underwent a terrifying transformation. He straightened his spine, his shoulders broadening, and the restless annoyance on his face smoothed out into focus. The irritation vanished, replaced by clarity. He didn't look like a bored kid anymore. He looked like he was about to hunt.
Shouto looked away quickly, his heart racing an uneven rhythm against his ribs. The heat from the boy felt like it was scorching his left side, melting the Ice Prince armor he had worn since he arrived.
He didn’t know the boy’s name yet. He only knew that for the first time in seventeen years, the invisibility he had fought so hard to maintain felt like a shroud. He didn’t want to be a shadow anymore.
He wanted to be whoever that boy was looking at. He wanted to be the only thing in the room that could make those fierce eyes stop looking past him.
* * *
The assessment began with efficiency and Shouto had been raised to respect it. The rink echoed with the monotonous scratch of pens on clipboards and the occasional, sharp whistle of a coach. One by one, skaters glided into the center circle to execute the required elements. A rigid curriculum of steps, spins, and a triple jump designed to expose every flaw in their foundation.
When the head instructor finally barked the name 'Todoroki,' a sudden quiet rippled down the line of skaters.
Shouto glided out, his transition into backwards crossovers so silent he barely disturbed the frost on the ice. He didn't look at the panel of judges sitting in their heavy coats, and he certainly didn't look toward the spot on the boards where the blonde boy stood. He simply performed.
His back was a perfect, unrelenting line. His edges were so clean they were virtually silent, leaving behind nothing but a thin, hair-width trail of frost. When he launched into his Triple Lutz, it wasn't a leap but certainty.
His landing was a clean, sharp 'thwip'—no spray, just a perfect edge cutting through the surface.
The instructors on the panel didn't look at one another; they simply wrote in unison, their pens scratching identical, flawless marks on their rubrics. The technical superiority was undeniable but to Shouto, it felt like a perfect bore. It was excellence without a soul, painted in shades of gray.
Shouto glided back toward the boards, the silence of the arena feeling heavier than it had before he stepped out. His lungs burned with the thin mountain air, and his chest felt tight, constricted by a wire that had nothing to do with physical exertion. He shouldn’t have cared what a rowdy stranger thought. He had a duty to the name on his back, to the cold perfection his father had bought and paid for.
But his eyes drifted toward the blonde regardless, pulled by a gravity he didn't understand.
The boy was leaning heavily against the plexiglass, his chin propped on his gloved fists. He wasn't joining the other skaters in their hushed whispers. Instead, he was staring fixedly at the exact patch of ice where Shouto had landed, his eyes narrowed as if he were trying to pull the technique apart.
Shouto slowed as he approached his spot in line, only a few feet away from where the blonde stood. Their eyes met for a fleeting second.
Shouto searched for something in that volcanic gaze. A nod, a scowl, even an insult. Anything to acknowledge that he was a person who had just performed and not just a machine that had functioned.
Instead, the blonde let out a dismissive huff through his nose and broke eye contact, looking down at his own skates. He dropped to one knee, grabbing his laces with a violent, practiced tug that made the leather groan under the strain. He didn't say a word. He didn't even look up as Shouto came to a halt.
Shouto felt the rejection like a physical weight, colder than the ice beneath his feet. To him, the silence felt worse than a critique. The way the stranger turned his back to fix his laces felt like a total dismissal of Shouto’s entire existence.
A small, frustrated frown pulled at Shouto’s lips. He was the top-ranked skater in his district, the golden boy of the Todoroki estate, and yet he couldn't even draw a single syllable out of this boy. He felt a prickle of uncharacteristic annoyance. He’d worked his whole life to be this good, and to the blonde, he was apparently just background noise.
Shouto turned his gaze back to the ice, his brow furrowed, his shoulders losing just a bit of their rigid, doll-like posture.
* * *
The first week at Nagano passed in a blur of freezing predawn air and the scraping of steel on ice. The schedule was grueling, designed to break those who weren't truly committed, but for Shouto, the physical exhaustion was a welcome distraction from the heavy, echoing thoughts of his father.
For seven days, he lived on the periphery. He was silent in the cafeteria, picking at his food while the steam from his tea rose to meet his pale, unreadable face. In the locker room, he tucked himself into the furthest corner of the furthest bench. He watched with a detached sort of envy as the other skaters formed loud, laughing cliques, their camaraderie creating a bubble of warmth he didn't know how to enter.
Instead, Shouto would sit in the dim light of the 5:00 a.m. sessions, slowly wrapping his laces with practiced tension. His fingers moved with precision. But his eyes were always drifting toward the center of the rink.
Katsuki—as the roster and the whispers of the other skaters finally revealed—didn't need a clique. He didn't seek out anyone, yet he was a magnetic center that the entire camp had begun to orbit. By Wednesday, the whispers in the hallways were all about the unranked skater from the Tokyo qualifiers. Katsuki skated with confidence that felt less like talent and more like a declaration of war. He didn't just perform the drills, he attacked them.
If an instructor asked for a double, Katsuki would hurl himself into a triple, the force of his landing striking the ice with a loud crack. He took sharper leans into his turns, his body nearly parallel to the ice, just to prove he could survive the friction.
He was always the first on the ice, his blades cutting into the fresh, glassy surface before the overhead lights had even stopped flickering awake. He was invariably the last to leave, staying out until the Zamboni literally cleared him off the floor.
Shouto watched from afar as the instructors began to linger longer at Katsuki’s side. He saw the way the other elite skaters looked at the blonde, with a mixture of bitter envy and wide-eyed awe. Katsuki thrived in the friction. He walked through the halls with his chin up, his gear bag slung over his shoulder like a trophy, radiating a "get out of my way" energy that made people physically move before he even reached them.
Shouto, meanwhile, remained the ‘Ice Prince’ in name only. He was technically superior in his sessions, his scores were consistently high, but he lacked the magnetic, violent pull that Katsuki exerted.
Shouto didn't try to bridge the gap. He was too rooted in the "don't cause trouble" lessons of his upbringing, too used to being a weapon in a case that was only opened for performance. To reach out would be to risk friction, and friction was something Enji Todoroki had polished out of his son's personality.
He told himself his fixation was merely professional curiosity, a study of a rival’s unorthodox technique. But deep down, in the quietest part of his heart, he was wondering what it felt like to be that loud, to take up that much space without apologizing for the air he consumed. He was starting to realize that Nagano wasn't just a distraction anymore. It was a problem.
* * *
The relentless rhythm of the rink finally faltered on the first Saturday. Sensing the brittle tension of forty teenagers locked in a competitive pressure cooker, the instructors declared a day of mandatory recreation.
While the other skaters paired off in loud duos, their voices echoing through the trees, Shouto instinctively drifted toward the edge of the woods alone. He wasslipping away before anyone could suggest he join a team.
He was currently on his knees in a deep patch of damp ferns, the cool moisture seeping through his leggings. His fingers, usually so stiff and precise when gripping his laces, brushed through the dark soil, searching for a naturally occurring quartz crystal—item number twelve on the scavenger hunt list. His head was bowed, his two-toned hair falling forward to obscure the world. For the first time in a week, the suffocating pressure of being a legacy was lifted. There were no judges here, and no father watching from the shadows of a darkened observation room.
He reached deeper into the soil, his fingertips catching on something rough and cold. He began to clear away the grit, his heart giving a small, solitary thud of satisfaction. He didn't hear the crunch of hiking boots on dry needles behind him.
"Whatchu looking for, Halfie? Digging for worms?"
The voice shattered the silence like a stone through a frozen pond. It was low, raspy, and held that distinctive, arrogant tilt Shouto had spent the last seven days memorizing from the opposite end of the rink.
Shouto’s entire body went rigid. He turned on his knees, his hands catching his balance in the dirt as his heart hammered against his ribs.
Katsuki was standing on a small rise just a few feet above him, silhouetted against the bright alpine sun. He had his arms crossed tightly over his chest, a white towel draped carelessly around his neck, and his black training jacket tied around his waist. He tilted his head, a single blonde brow arched in a look of blunt, unfiltered curiosity.
"H-Halfie?" Shouto managed, the clumsy echo leaving his throat before his defenses could click into place. A flush of embarrassed heat crept up his neck.
"Yeah, Halfie. You got two colors of hair and two colors of eyes," Katsuki said, his voice a rough, resonant scrape. He let his gaze rake over Shouto from his mismatched hair down to his muddy knees. "It’s a logical nickname. Keep up, Dual-Tone."
With a fluid, certain grace, Katsuki stepped down from the rise, closing the distance until he was standing directly over Shouto. He leaned down, bracing his hands on his knees as he peered into the flattened ferns. The sudden proximity made Shouto’s pulse jump. He could see the faint dusting of freckles across the bridge of Katsuki's nose and the sharp, crimson focus of his eyes.
"Well?" Katsuki prompted, completely oblivious to the fact that Shouto was short-circuiting beneath his gaze. "You find the rock or what? My partner's some moron who went the wrong way looking for a 'scenic route,' so I'm bored. Talk, Dual-tone. You got a tongue under that fancy hair?"
Shouto swallowed hard, his fingers twitching against the damp dirt. "I... I found the quartz."
"Finally," Katsuki huffed. He reached out a hand—not to help Shouto up, but demanding the find with an open palm. "Show me. Let's see if the 'Ice Prince' actually knows his minerals or if he’s just digging for shiny trash."
As Shouto opened his hand, Katsuki reached down and snatched the quartz crystal right out of his palm, his warm fingers brushing against Shouto’s skin for a fleeting, searing second.
"Hah!" Katsuki barked, holding the crystal up to the sunlight with a triumphant grin. He pivoted on his heel and started marching up the steep slope toward the trail. "Don't just sit there growing roots, Halfie! Move it! We’re losing daylight, and I’m not coming in second because you wanted to take a nap in the ferns."
Shouto scrambled to his feet, wiping his muddy hands on his leggings as he hurried to follow.
Katsuki treated the casual hike like a high-stakes Olympic final, maneuvering through the dense brush with surgical efficiency. He didn't run ahead, but his pace was relentless, a self-sustaining engine of pure will.
"You're... you're very fast," Shouto muttered as they broke into a small, sun-drenched clearing. It felt inadequate the moment it left his mouth.
Katsuki stopped mid-stride and spun around, a hand planted on his hip. "Fast? Of course I'm fast! What, you think I’m gonna let some C-list skaters beat me at a glorified hide-and-seek game? What about you? You always move like you’re afraid you’re gonna break a porcelain plate just by standing on it."
Shouto's shoulders tensed, his gaze dropping to the scuffed toes of his boots. "I like to be careful. My father says precision is the only thing that—"
"Forget your old man for five seconds," Katsuki interrupted, rolling his eyes. He stepped closer, invading Shouto’s space with a bluntness that made the air feel thin. "Precision is great for the judges, but out here? You gotta have some damn grit, Halfie. You're too stiff. You look like you're holding your breath even when you're just walking through the trees. You waiting for someone to give you a score for 'correct breathing' or something?"
Shouto looked up, his mismatched eyes wide. No one had ever called him stiff to his face. No one ever looked past the legacy.
"I don't... I don't know how to not be," Shouto confessed. The admission was small, his voice barely a whisper, but it was more honest than anything he had said to another person in years.
Katsuki stared at him for a long, heavy beat. He didn't blink, his crimson eyes searching Shouto’s face, looking for the perfection he’d seen on the ice, only to find a very lost boy underneath the two-toned hair. The irritation in his expression didn't vanish, but it shifted into a strange, begrudging curiosity.
"Tch. Whatever," Katsuki said, turning back toward the trail.
But this time, the explosive pace changed. He didn't sprint ahead. He stayed just a single step in front, a deliberate gap that allowed Shouto to keep up without having to run.
"Just keep your eyes open for the bird feather," Katsuki barked, though the sound had lost its bite. "We need one more item to win this stupid thing. Don't make me carry the whole team, Halfie."
Shouto felt a tiny, fragile spark of warmth in his chest. He fell into step behind Katsuki’s thrumming confidence, the habitual tension in his shoulders slowly melting away.
"I'll look for it," Shouto said.
A small, unpracticed smile tugged at the corner of his mouth as he followed the boy who was finally forcing him to breathe.
* * *
The mountain trail finally leveled out as they broke through the dense tree line, the base camp’s white tents gleaming like ivory beacons in the late afternoon light. Katsuki didn't just walk toward the finish line; he stormed it, his boots striking the earth with a sharp, decisive crunch. The canvas bag of collected items swung at his side like a flail, a weight of evidence that he had conquered the mountain just as he intended to conquer the rink.
"Move it, extras! Clear the way for the winners!" Katsuki’s voice boomed across the clearing, a raspy sound that cut through the low hum of the base camp.
He didn't care about the startled looks or the annoyed mutters of the skaters who had finished behind them. He thrived on the attention, drawing the eyes of every coach and loitering athlete like a magnet. He reached the wooden check-in table and slammed the bag down with a satisfied, resonant thud that made the instructor’s pens jump.
"Thirteen items. Every single one of 'em. Check the list, old man!" Katsuki barked, his chest still heaving slightly from the exertion, a drop of sweat tracing the line of his jaw.
The head instructor, a weathered man with silver hair and a sharp eye for talent, slowly looked up from his clipboard. He peered over the rims of his glasses, first at the vibrating energy of the blonde boy, and then at the quiet, dirt-streaked figure of Shouto standing just a half-step behind him.
With agonizing slowness, the man began to tally the haul. He pulled out the red ribbon, the pinecones, and the shard of quartz Katsuki had snatched from Shouto’s hand. Finally, he pulled out the rare, iridescent eagle feather. It was the one Shouto had spotted wedged in a crevice at the very last second.
"Impressive, Bakugou," the instructor murmured, marking the sheet with a final, decisive flourish. "First place by nearly ten minutes. I didn't think anyone would actually track down the feather."
Katsuki let out a laugh—a sound of victory. He didn't look at the instructor; he turned his head just enough to catch Shouto’s eye. The volcanic crimson of his gaze was no longer narrowed in annoyance. It was wide, bright, and filled with a sharp spark of recognition.
"Told ya, Halfie," Katsuki muttered, his voice dropping just low enough for only Shouto to hear. "Winners don't wait for permission. They just take the damn prize."
Shouto stood three paces behind, his hands instinctively tucked into the opposite sleeves of his training jacket. His gaze remained fixed on the scuffed dirt and pine needles at his feet, his posture curling slightly inward. For as long as he could remember, he had been the legacy who filled a designated space but never truly inhabited it.
But Katsuki wasn't looking at the instructor or the leaderboard anymore. He had turned around, his golden-blonde brow furrowing into a line of irritation as he saw Shouto lingering in the "extra" zone, hovering on the periphery like a guest at his own victory.
"What the hell are you doing back there, Halfie?" Katsuki’s voice dropped, losing the performative bark he used for the coaches and replacing it with a genuine, sharp edge of annoyance that felt strangely personal.
Shouto blinked, his eyes wide and startled. "I... I’m just waiting."
"Waiting for what? A written invitation and a red carpet?" Katsuki didn't wait for an answer. He stepped forward, invading the distance Shouto had carefully maintained. He reached out and grabbed Shouto’s forearm with a grip like heated iron. With a grunt of effort, he hauled Shouto toward the check-in table.
He didn't let go until Shouto was standing shoulder-to-shoulder with him, their arms brushing, right under the instructor's nose.
"You did the work too," Katsuki snapped, his eyes flashing with a sudden, sharp heat. "You found that damn feather when I walked right past it like a moron. You finished the hike, so stand here like you mean it. Don't act like a ghost when you're the one who cleared the list."
Shouto’s heart did a strange, clumsy stutter against his ribs. For years, he had been told he belonged on the ice because of his lineage, his bloodline, and his potential. But no one had ever demanded he belong simply because of his effort. No one had ever looked at him and seen a partner instead of a pedigree.
Standing there, with the literal heat of Katsuki’s arm radiating against his own through their thin layers of athletic gear, Shouto felt a lightness spread through his chest. The permanent tension that lived in his shoulders, the armor he wore to protect himself from the world, seemed to crack.
In this moment, he wasn't a shadow. He wasn't an heir. He was just a teenager who had hiked a mountain and found a feather with a boy who refused to let him hide.
He looked up, his chin lifting. For the first time in his life, he met the head instructor's gaze without the cold, distant mask he usually wore.
"We found everything," Shouto said. His voice was quiet, but it held a steady, resonant clarity.
The instructors exchanged a subtle, knowing glance over the tops of their clipboards. They had watched Shouto’s isolation all week, worried that the prodigy would remain an island, technically brilliant but socially unreachable. But seeing him now—face flushed from the high-altitude air, a smudge of dirt on his cheek, and anchored to the most life-filled kid in camp—they felt the true success of the exercise.
"Well done, both of you," the head coach said, a small, rare smile tugging at the corners of his mouth. "Go get some water and hit the showers. You’ve earned the rest of the afternoon off."
As they turned to walk away, Katsuki was already launched into an aggressive complaint about the quality of the cafeteria’s electrolyte drinks but he didn't speed up. He didn't sprint ahead to find his usual audience. He kept his pace matched to Shouto’s, his presence a grounding warmth on Shouto's left side.
Shouto walked beside him, his boots crunching on the gravel path. He didn't feel like a ghost anymore. He felt the weight of his own feet on the ground, the sting of the wind on his face, and the pulse in his wrist. He was finally, truly, part of the camp. And as he stole one last glance at the blonde walking beside him, he realized he didn't just want to survive the heat of Katsuki's world.
He wanted to keep up with it.
* * *
The mountain air was cooler than the city, smelling of damp earth and cedar. The bunkhouse porch was a narrow strip of weathered wood, lit only by the silver glow of the moon and the orange ember of a mosquito coil in the corner.
Shouto sat with his knees pulled to his chest, his back pressed against the rough siding. The solid wood against his spine was a grounding contrast to the quiet of the peaks. A few feet away, Katsuki perched on the railing with easy balance, one leg swinging into the darkness. He stared at the silhouette of the Alps, his explosive energy dialed down to a low simmer.
The silence between them had lost its edge. Shouto watched the moonlight catch the line of Katsuki’s jaw. He felt a sudden, uncharacteristic spark of courage.
"Bakugou?" Shouto murmured, his voice barely rising above the chirping of the crickets.
"Yeah, Halfie?" Katsuki didn't turn around, but his swinging leg stopped.
Shouto hesitated, his fingers tracing a knot in the wood of the porch. "Why do you call me that? You know my name. The instructors say it every ten minutes. The roster has it in bold."
Katsuki finally turned his head. His eyes weren't narrowed in their usual scowl; they held the dark crimson of a dying ember in the moonlight. He let out a short huff that wasn't quite a laugh.
"Names are boring," Katsuki said, his voice rough and direct. "Todoroki. It sounds like a brand. Like some expensive, hollow statue in a museum that nobody’s allowed to touch. It’s what the coaches and your old man want you to be like….a perfect heir. A toy in a pair of skates."
He hopped off the railing and sat on the wooden steps. He kept his distance, but their shadows merged against the bunkhouse wall.
"I call you Halfie because it’s the first thing I noticed about you. Not your dad, not your rank, not the prodigy crap," Katsuki said, looking Shouto straight in the eye. "You’re two different things at once, and you’re struggling to make 'em fit together. I’m not gonna call you by a name that makes you sound like a robot. I’d rather call you something that actually fits what I see."
Shouto felt a lump form in his throat. No one had ever looked at his duality as a personal struggle rather than an asset to be exploited.
"I... I didn't think you noticed anything about me," Shouto confessed quietly. "You seemed so busy being the best. I thought I was just in the way."
"I am the best," Katsuki corrected, stating it as a simple fact. He leaned back on his elbows, looking up at the stars. "But being the best means knowing who the real threats are. And you’re a threat, Halfie. Not because of your last name, but because you’ve got something inside you that you’re too scared to use yet. You’re holding back, and it’s dragging your skating down."
He turned his head toward Shouto, his expression losing its usual tension. "I'm not gonna let you waste that. Not while I’m around to see it. So yeah, you're Halfie. Until you figure out how to be one whole person, that’s who you are to me. That’s the guy I’m gonna beat."
Shouto looked at his hands, then back at Katsuki. The rigid mask he had worn his entire life had completely slipped away, replaced by a grounding sense of peace. For the first time, someone was looking past the shadow of his father to see the person standing right in front of them.
"Thank you, Bakugou," Shouto whispered.
"Tch. Don't get sappy on me, Dual-tone," Katsuki grumbled, though he didn't move away.
They sat together in the cool mountain air, the orange glow of the mosquito coil a tiny beacon in the dark, sharing a silence that finally felt like it belonged to them.
* * *
By Monday morning, the atmosphere at the Nagano rink had completely shifted. The coaches, expecting the usual silent rows of isolated skaters, watched from the center circle with their clipboards forgotten.
Katsuki wasn't in the center of the ice showboating. Instead, he was backed against the boards in the far corner, hovering over Shouto.
"No! You’re doing it again, Halfie!" Katsuki’s voice echoed off the steel rafters, entirely too loud for the early hour. "You’re entering that camel spin like you’re stepping onto a glass floor. Stop being so polite to the ice! Stomp on it! Rip into the entry like you’re trying to break the rink!"
Shouto looked uncharacteristically winded, his two-toned hair a static-charged mess. He took a steadying breath, his level gaze meeting Katsuki’s intense stare.
"If I stomp on it, Bakugou, I lose my axis," Shouto explained. His voice lacked its usual monotone. "I need precision to maintain the revolutions."
"Screw the alignment for a second!" Katsuki gestured wildly with his gloved hands. "You have the precision of a Swiss watch, but the impact of a wet paper towel. You’re a skater, not a calculator! Give me grit. Give me a reason to watch you that isn't just because you’re technically correct!"
Shouto didn't shrink from the noise. He didn't get flustered. He just nodded slowly, processing the critique as a challenge, and glided out toward the center of the ice. He took a sharp inhale and threw himself into the spin.
He didn't glide into the edge; he attacked it. His blade hit the ice with a violent bite, carving a deep groove and sending a spray of frost into the air. The spin wasn't as perfectly centered as his usual textbook executions. There was a slight wobble in the first three revolutions, but it still made the other skaters stop and watch.
When he slid to a halt, he glided back to the boards. Katsuki was leaning far over the rail, a triumphant grin splitting his face.
"There! That’s it! Finally!" Katsuki yelled, slamming his hand against the top of the boards. "You actually looked alive for once, Halfie! You actually looked like you wanted to be here!"
Shouto wiped a bead of sweat from his temple. For the first time, he didn't turn his head toward the judges' booth to hunt for a score. He only looked at Katsuki.
Shouto glided closer, reaching out to briefly touch Katsuki’s shoulder. "Your turn," he murmured. "Show me the footwork sequence from yesterday, but don't rush the transitions to get to the jump. Stay in the edge. Let the momentum build naturally."
Over the next few weeks, the instructors stopped trying to separate them into different training groups. On the ice, they became a blur of synchronized chaos. Katsuki pushed Shouto to abandon his safety net, adding a dangerous edge to his technical perfection. In return, Shouto taught Katsuki how to find the silence between his jumps, smoothing out his transitions and turning raw power into fluid momentum.
Outside the rink, they were just as inseparable. If an ash-blonde head was stomping toward the cafeteria, a dual-colored one drifted right beside it. Shouto became the only person in camp who could tell Katsuki to shut up without starting a fight, and Katsuki became the only one who could draw out the quiet, rare smiles Shouto hid from everyone else.
By the time the final gala arrived, they weren't just individual prodigies anymore. They were a true partnership, and everyone in the stands knew they were going to change the sport.
* * *
The Nagano station platform was a desolate stretch of concrete smelling of incoming rain and ozone. The summer camp was over.
Shouto stood a few feet back, his hands tense at his sides. For weeks, he had lived in the heat of Katsuki’s orbit, learning how to fight and how to breathe. Now, the silence of his old life was already beginning to settle over him like frost.
The train was humming, a low vibration pulsing directly through the platform. Through the narrow gap of the open door, he watched Katsuki’s back. The sharp line of his shoulders looked strangely rigid.
"Bakugou?" Shouto stepped forward, his heart hammering against his ribs. He had expected a roar, a challenge, or a final insult. He hadn't expected this quiet. "We don't have to lose this. We can call. I can stay up late after your training sessions. It’s just a phone call."
Katsuki didn't move. He stood completely still, staring straight ahead into the carriage.
"I can send you videos of my footwork," Shouto continued, his voice tightening as the train’s engine hummed a warning. "You can tell me where I’m being too polite to the ice. We can make this work. We’re a team, right?"
"Shut up," Katsuki rasped.
The voice was rough, tearing out of his throat.
"I’m serious," Shouto pressed, taking another step. "It’s only a few hours by train. I have the resources to travel."
"I said shut the hell up!" Katsuki's voice broke, the sound raw and stripped of its usual armor.
When he spoke again, his tone lacked its usual explosive bite. The fire was gone, leaving something brittle.
"You think I want to be a voice on a phone?" Katsuki’s breath hitched, and he gripped the strap of his gear bag until his knuckles turned white. "You think I want to check in while some other extra takes my spot on the ice next to you? While some other loser gets to watch your entries? No. That’s for people who are okay with losing. That’s for people who accept the distance."
He stepped further into the train, his back remaining an impenetrable wall. Katsuki wouldn't look back. Shouto knew with sudden clarity that if Katsuki saw his face right now, he might actually stay.
But Katsuki wouldn't allow that. He turned his own frustration into a barrier, choosing to burn the bridge between them so they would both have no choice but to run forward.
"I’m going to the top," Katsuki said, his voice hardening with brutal willpower as he forced the tremor out. It was a final decree echoing off the empty tracks. "If you want to see me, you find me there. In the Olympic circle. On the center of the podium."
He gripped the metal handle of the interior door.
"If you don't compete, if you go back to being that hollowed-out doll your old man wants, I'll never see you again," Katsuki bit out. The words were a cruel, calculated strike designed to leave a scar that would force Shouto forward. "I won't look for you, Halfie. I don't have time for losers who stay in the shadows."
The doors hissed shut, sealing the mountain air out.
Shouto lunged forward, his palm slamming against the cold glass as the train began to roll. For a split second, the light caught the window, and Shouto saw him. Katsuki had his eyes squeezed shut, leaning his forehead against the interior wall as if he were physically trying to hold himself together.
The train pulled away, the mechanical hum rising into a roar that filled the empty station.
Shouto was alone on the damp concrete, but the air didn't feel cold anymore. It didn't feel like the sterile void of his father’s house. It felt like a challenge.
Katsuki hadn't offered the comfort of a promise. He had given Shouto a destination. He had tied their lives together with a vow that they would either meet at the peak of the world or vanish entirely.
Shouto turned away from the tracks as the rain finally began to fall. His eyes held a new, terrifying focus. He didn't just have to be a good skater anymore. He had to be undeniable.
The only person who truly knew him was waiting at the summit, and Shouto wasn't about to let his world end in a Nagano train station. He was going to take the podium Katsuki had demanded, and then he was going to take Bakugou, too.