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1. half my soul (as the poets say) by Anonymous

   Fandoms: Figure Skating RPF  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 May 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Ilia Malinin/Mikhail Shaidorov
   • Ilia Malinin
   • Mikhail Shaidorov
   • various TeamUSA skaters
   • Crying
   • Dialogue Heavy
   • Fights
   • Arguing
   • Breaking Up & Making Up
   • Kinda
   • Tears
   • Blowjobs
   • Anal Sex
   • Crying During Sex
   • also crying outside of sex
   • shoutout to ilia's teammates for having more braincells than he does and also for being good friends
   • misha loves ilia sm he just wishes ilia would get out of his head
   • Nationals 2027
   • allusions to slightly disordered eating but it's not really that touched upon
   • Misunderstandings
   • no beta we die like ilia's phone here he somehow got that taken away again lmfao

   Summary

   of navigating long distance relationships, competitions, and your own brain. featuring various teammates and the beginnings of healthy communication

   Series

   • Part 3 of man's deadliest weapon

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   English

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