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1. Without you I can't breathe by PhD_and_Cry

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

   • Not Rated
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   18 May 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Rose Landry
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • No Beta
   • Emotionally Constipated Men
   • Depressed Shane Hollander
   • Autistic Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov Needs A Hug
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Jealous Ilya Rozanov
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • POV Ilya Rozanov

   Summary

   A classic post-Tuna Melt fic.

   Shane knows Ilya is getting tired of him. He is Boring Boring Boring. He cannot handle Ilya breaking his heart, so he takes matters into his own hands. But how does he live without the person that makes him feel seen. Human.

   Ilya wants more with Shane. He can't get enough of the man. He says he's boring but what he really means is safe. Predictable. The sun could rise and set on Shane Hollander and it would make more sense than however that actually works. Her knows they can't be together but he wants to embrace every second they have. Until Shane walks out and Ilya realizes he may have run out before he even realized the countdown had started.

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