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1. i'll hold you by your thighs (if it's what keeps you alive) by 3nz4ns (morethanacrush)

   Fandoms: Gachiakuta (Manga), Gachiakuta (Anime)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   13 May 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Enjin/Zanka Nijiku
   • Enjin & Zanka Nijiku
   • Enjin (Gachiakuta)
   • Zanka Nijiku
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Self-Harm
   • Self-Hatred
   • Zanka Nijiku Needs a Hug (Gachiakuta)
   • Enjin is Trying His Best (Gachiakuta)
   • Passive Suicidality
   • Vomiting
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Heavy Angst
   • Overdosing
   • Literal Sleeping Together
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Slow To Update
   • Rating May Change
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • No Beta

   Summary

   Zanka, of all of Team Akuta, has never been particularly high maintenance. He keeps to himself, follows his own schedule, and takes care of what he needs to.

   It's easy to forget how fragile the Nijikus made him.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

   1/?

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