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1. To live is to suffer, which is why I must die now. by Furinasfav

   Fandoms: Lord of the Flies - William Golding  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   13 May 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Ralph & Simon (Lord of the Flies)
   • Ralph (Lord of the Flies)
   • Simon (Lord of the Flies)
   • Piggy (Lord of the Flies)
   • Ralph x simon
   • implied ralmon
   • Hallucinations
   • Suicide
   • Overdosing
   • Stabbing
   • Ralph hates Jack
   • Ralph has chronic depression
   • Suicidal Ideation
   • Angst
   • Ralph’s mom is still dead
   • schizophrenic Ralph
   • Ralph’s suicide mimics Simons death
   • minimal dialogue
   • Survivors Guilt
   • Ralph has horrible survivors guilt and it leads to his suicide
   • Ralph is 13
   • Death
   • Incorrect use of medication
   • don’t kill yourself guys pls
   • Poorly written
   • Ralph does die
   • Post Island AU
   • book appearance Ralph
   • bedrotting
   • Self harm coping mechanisms
   • some language
   • author sucks at writing and reuses words a lot
   • Possible forgotten tags
   • PLEASE NOTE THIS CAN BE TRIGGERING
   • detailed description of suicide
   • Read note before reading fic
   • Vomit mentioned several times
   • fic might have spelling errors and inaccuracy

   Summary

   After being back from the island and being severely traumatized from everything, Ralph gets horrible survivors guilt and it leads to horrible events.

   Language:

   English

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