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1. Parasocial Self-Destruction by KittyZai

   Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

   • Not Rated
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   03 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Bungou Stray Dogs Ensemble
   • Bottom Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Top Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai-Typical Suicide Mentions (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Dazai Osamu is a Mess (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Suffering Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Self-Harm
   • Substance Abuse
   • Depression
   • Isolation
   • Format: Streaming
   • Internet
   • Illegal Activities
   • Sick Character
   • Oda Sakunosuke Lives (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Caring Oda Sakunosuke (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Out of Character
   • POV First Person
   • Explicit Sexual Content
   • Gay
   • Masturbation
   • Nakahara Chuuya is So Done (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • POV Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Fast Burn
   • Unhinged Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
   • Eating Disorders
   • No beta we die like Oda
   • Flashbacks
   • Texting
   • Online Romance
   • Age Difference

   Summary

   -- WARNING: Probably very OOC --
   ˚ʚ Inspired by Needy Streamer Overload ɞ˚

   19-year-old Osamu Dazai is a total shut in. He spends all day holed up in his room while his older brother, Oda, does his best to coax him out.
   Addicted to vaping, cutting, and maxing out his screen time, Dazai has found himself in quite the self-destructive hole. But, through streaming his mental decline for everyone on the internet to see, he meets a new viewer. Username... up0nthetainteds0rr0w. Also known as Chuuya Nakahara.

   Dazai swears on all he has- he'll meet Chuuya one day.

   Only then will he be able to kill himself in peace.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   7,923

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

   17

   Kudos:

   31

   Bookmarks:

   7

   Hits:

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