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1. To Be Loved Is To Be Changed (Are You Happy I’m Alive?) by Milkdudsleepyface

   Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Other
   • Complete Work

   18 May 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • None
   • Lohen (Genshin Impact)
   • God Remains
   • that’s a character now
   • Il Dottore (Genshin Impact)
   • you can’t tell but some 6 copies of him are there
   • Medical Experimentation
   • Trauma
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Starvation
   • White rooms
   • Inner Dialogue
   • But it’s like inner dialogue with something else
   • you’ll figure it out
   • Complicated Relationships
   • But there’s no romance - Freeform
   • Implied/Referenced Rape/Non-con
   • Cannibalism
   • but of yourself

   Summary

   There’s a dead god that houses itself inside of Lohen, and it feeds on him. Calls him a violent dog. Lohen doesn’t want to think he is.

   Is he?

   Series

   • Part 1 of All things Lohen (screw him)

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,484

   Chapters:

   1/1

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