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1. wearing our vintage misery (no, i think it looked a little better on me) by xcr0w_x

   Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Marvel, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)  

   • Mature
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   02 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • James "Bucky" Barnes/Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes & Steve Rogers
   • James "Bucky" Barnes
   • Steve Rogers
   • Alexander Pierce
   • Hydra Agents (Marvel)
   • Howling Commandos Members (Marvel)
   • Alpine | Bucky Barnes's Cat
   • Natasha Romanov (Marvel)
   • Howard Stark
   • Tony Stark
   • Bucky Barnes Needs a Hug
   • Winter Soldier Bucky Barnes
   • Pre-Movie: Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014)
   • POV First Person
   • Angst
   • winter soldier longfic
   • Title from a Fall Out Boy Song
   • Not Actually Unrequited Love
   • stucky...eventually
   • Bucky Barnes's Winter Soldier Programming
   • Winter Soldier Backstory
   • Song: The Phoenix (Fall Out Boy)
   • yes beta but we still die like my respect for steve rogers
   • Canon Compliant
   • But also not
   • (Stucky)
   • Slow Burn
   • like seriously
   • im not kidding about the slow burn
   • its years
   • WIP
   • author has exams
   • Bucky Barnes Has Issues
   • Bucky Barnes's Winter Soldier Trigger Words
   • Bucky Barnes Recovering from Being The Winter Soldier
   • Bucky Barnes Is Not Okay
   • Bucky Barnes Thinks Steve Rogers is Dead
   • Psychological Trauma
   • Bucky Barnes Needs Therapy
   • Post-Movie: Captain America: The First Avenger (2011)
   • No Smut
   • rated M for violence
   • the google translate is strong with this one
   • author doesnt speak russian
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Hurt Eventual Comfort
   • Memory Loss
   • Hydra (Marvel)
   • Brainwashing
   • Torture
   • POV Bucky Barnes
   • Eventual Happy Ending
   • It Gets Worse Before It Gets Better
   • Author is ace
   • So is Bucky
   • because I said so
   • the major character death is a lie
   • its when bucky thinks steves dead
   • added that warning since its very depressing and merited the warning
   • i swear im writing the next chapter
   • Escape
   • but not

   Summary

   "And I finally understand. They aren't saving me. They aren't helping me. I'm trapped. An experiment. A prisoner. Again."

   or

   winter soldier origins sweeping from catfa all the way to endgame
   feat. stucky because canon be damned :P

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   8,880

   Chapters:

   9/40

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

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