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1. To Begin Again by cecekarya

   Fandoms: stursia - Fandom, Pluribus (TV 2025), carol sturka - Fandom, zosia - Fandom, Stursia AU - Fandom, Pluribus AU - Fandom  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   08 Oct 2026

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • Major Character Death
   • Carol Sturka & Zosia
   • Carol Sturka/Zosia
   • Helen/Carol Sturka
   • Helen/Carol Sturka/Zosia
   • Carol Sturka
   • Helen Umstead
   • Helen (Pluribus)
   • Zosia (Pluribus)
   • Laxmi (Pluribus)
   • Manousos Oviedo
   • Koumba Diabaté
   • Kusimayu (Pluribus)
   • Lesbian Sex
   • Lesbian Character
   • Useless Lesbians
   • Canon Lesbian Relationship
   • Canon Lesbian Character
   • stursia
   • Lesbian Carol Sturka
   • Female Protagonist
   • Top Zosia (Pluribus)
   • Alternate Universe - Pluribus (TV 2025) Fusion
   • Alternative Universe Pluribus
   • AU pluribus
   • Stursia AU
   • Drunk Sex
   • Aftermath of Violence
   • tv show pluribus
   • Oral Sex
   • Shower Sex
   • Motherhood
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Kink Negotiation
   • Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism
   • Love Confessions
   • Idiots in Love
   • Falling In Love
   • Friendship/Love
   • Newborn Children

   Summary

   When Helen dies during childbirth, Carol is left with a premature daughter she doesn't know how to care for and a grief she doesn't know how to survive. Dr. Zosia Wojcik becomes her lifeline—teaching her how to be a mother, how to function, how to keep breathing. A story about loss, recovery, and finding unexpected light in the darkest places.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   378,446

   Chapters:

   34/35

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