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1. I hate you, but I love you by PlentyOfFishInTheSea

   Fandoms: The Boys (TV 2019)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   26 May 2026

   Tags

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   • A-Train/The Deep | Kevin
   • A-Train (The Boys)
   • The Deep | Kevin
   • Enemies With Benefits
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Denial of Feelings
   • Slurs
   • Sadomasochism
   • slight body shaming
   • A-Train is an asshole
   • Deep loves it
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Spit as Lube
   • Verbal Degradation
   • Dacryphilia
   • Forced Feminization
   • Popclaw is mentioned
   • probably public indecency
   • author is a gay man
   • Top A-train
   • Bottom The Deep | Kevin

   Summary

   A-Train falls into the pattern of indulgence, Deep's becoming a bad habit he cant shake off.

   And just like a sadist attracted to misery, he keeps walking back.

   You won't hear Deep complaining though

   Series

   • Part 1 of Kill me romantically / Deeptrain collection

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   English

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