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1. Ambivalence by Lilly_CS

   Fandoms: Wicked - All Media Types, Wicked - Schwartz/Holzman, The Wicked Years Series - Gregory Maguire, Wicked (Movies 2024 2025)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   16 Aug 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Elphaba Thropp/Galinda Upland
   • Glinda the Good/Wicked Witch of the West
   • Elphaba Thropp & Fiyero Tigelaar
   • Fiyero Tigelaar & Galinda Upland
   • Elphaba Thropp & Nessarose Thropp
   • Elphaba Thropp
   • Galinda Upland
   • Fiyero Tigelaar
   • Nessarose Thropp
   • Madame Morrible
   • The Wizard (The Wicked Years)
   • Pfannee (The Wicked Years)
   • Shenshen (The Wicked Years)
   • Milla (The Wicked Years)
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Alternate Universe - No Powers
   • Alternate Universe - Celebrity
   • Real Life
   • Rivals to Lovers
   • Lesbian Galinda Upland
   • Top Galinda Upland
   • Bisexual Elphaba Thropp
   • Bottom Elphaba Thropp
   • Elphaba Thropp/Galinda Upland-centric
   • Galinda Upland Loves Elphaba Thropp
   • Elphaba Thropp Loves Galinda Upland
   • no love triangles
   • Fiyero Is Just a FRIEND
   • I Hate Fiyero But I Like Him Here
   • Possessive Galinda Upland
   • English Is Not the Author's First Language
   • Galinda Upland is a Panicked Gay
   • Elphaba Thropp Needs a Hug
   • Elphaba Thropp is a Brat but she is sweet too
   • Gelphie ruined my life but save me too
   • Useless Lesbians
   • Galinda Upland and Elphaba Thropp are co-stars
   • This story wasn't written by AI just by a super gay mind

   Summary

   The symptoms were clear and undeniable: flushed cheeks, a racing heart, sweaty palms and a queasy stomach. Something crawling beneath her skin, throbbing with every passing second.

   Hate. Galinda thought, every time their eyes met. It could only be hate.

    

   Ambivalence n.
   (Am•bi•va•len•ce)

   the coexistence or simultaneous occurrence, with equal intensity, of opposing tendencies, attitudes and feelings in relation to the same object.

   The connection between two extremes that attract and repel each other. As in the best-known of examples, hate and love.

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