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1. knocking on heavens door by kosmonautx

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   30 May 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov & Ilya Rozanov
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Irina Rozanova Haunts the Narrative
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Overdosing
   • Brotherly Angst
   • Timeline What Timeline
   • Pre-Olympics
   • POV Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov
   • rozanov brothers agenda
   • Implied/Referenced Drug Addiction
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Alexei Rozanov | Andrei Rozanov Being an Asshole
   • but yk he still loves his brother
   • Period-Typical Homophobia
   • Vomiting
   • Title from a Bob Dylan Song
   • Additional Warnings In Author's Note
   • Unreliable Narrator
   • ? I think
   • Religious Discussion
   • Author Is Not Religious
   • Smoking

   Summary

   “Do you think…” Ilya swallowed, a wet, clicking sound. “Do you think Mama went to heaven?” Ilya asked, quiet, as if testing the shape of the idea in his mouth.

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   (aka, in more ways than one, Ilya is his mothers son.)

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