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1. Of Nothing We Could See by Butterbeerandbutterknives

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   28 May 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Eating Disorders
   • Docking
   • Shane Hollander Has an Eating Disorder
   • Vomiting
   • Post-Episode: s01e06 The Cottage (Heated Rivalry)
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Title from Mary Oliver
   • Honesty
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Bulimia

   Summary

   This Winter
   the loons came to our harbor
   and died, one by one
   of nothing we could see.
   -Mary Oliver

   Or, how Shane and Ilya deal with Shane's eating disorder early in Ilya's first season in Ottawa.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Bulimic Shane

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   English

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